#WeBelieveInYouKris

I guess this is what, EXO members really feel... You know. With one member leaving.
After this, it may be fine. After this, there must be another replacement but damn! Nothing will ever be the same.

I guess that's what Exotic feels. 

NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME. Do you even get it?

I mean like, look at us(?). Can I call us and 'us'?

First, Yenny left and I thought ohkayyy she would at least be on kakao. We will still be as tight as ever. 
But, hell no! Mother Fate decide to come up and over and she's missing just like that.

Then, that damn effing loveable mango lover girl gets out of the group chat. Which she added me into it herself.
Damn, you. And damn you again for making me love you all like this.

Not forgetting you Nabi. You left too. I don't even know. I was busy with new school and works and so on.
I can't come to RPR that time. But when I finally have a breathing time you already gone. Imagine what I feel. I thought I'm dying then.  

And now, Dannial is gone. What kind of ed up life I had? He only left a blog post that I only found out when he already deactivated.
Funny. Very funny my life is. He's my wifey, you know.

And the most ed up thing ever was, I'm not mad. Doesn't matter how mad I try to make me sound like, I can't. I just can't,

They gave me reason and I understand. I try to, at least. Doesn't matter how this sensible part in my head say that it's so ed up but they are my friends. I consider them that. Even that they don't. I am frustrated. 

But. never will I be mad to the lots of you.

Never in million years. 

And, oh, Abby. Rest in peace, girl. You still had this small part in my heart that no one can take over. Ily. All of you.