WINNER: Like or Not

So. 

I guess you guys probably know already what this is all about so to all ya HG PEEPS! A shout out to you guys. ke, ke, ke. . ..  you can read this as well, it's not ed or anything but just a lot of crap about mi vida loco. 

*winks

Here goes my rant.

Some of you may probably remember that i was asking for that show some months back about this YG reality tv and thanks to you guys i was able to watch it during the most stressful time of my twenty something life. And I was really having a hard time that if i was like a recluse before, even so now as i refused to go out even if it's necessary. My mom came to my place and she kinda took care of me like the wonderful mom that she is.

I love you MOM!

All this time i was glued to my mom's laptop as i lost all my  everything including my phone. Someone stole my things on top of all the bulls that is happening to my life. I'm using my old iphone 3g and as of the moment i have no desire to replace every each gadget that i lost. I'll just probably live my life inside a cave and be a hermit. I watched YG's "Who is Next: WIN" during this depressing time of my life as although school is out, i still have to go to my work and finish my ed up clinical duty. (bite me) It was dreadful at the hospital where i used to get excited every time before all that ery and now it's like hell for me. 

During my free time, I watched it and it was good. Oh, and did I tell you that my whole family is YG Stan?

I was like, "what the heck is that?"

Then my mom informed me. So i was cool. I'll say that I'm on the outside looking in. I'll like whoever and just whatever.

So then, I was introduced to team A and team B with helpful annotations from my mom here and there and it was a good show. I enjoyed it. I was really amazed at what these trainees are going through just to have a shot at "debut" and how passionate they are in going after their dreams. It made me think and look at myself. Here i was a spoiled boy who for the first time in his life is experiencing what it's really like living outside the real world and is on the verge of saying goodbye to his childhood dream that he worked so hard for all his life. But hey, this dude here have it all. Family that supports him, eats when he's hungry, complains when he wants, gets what ever with minimum effort.

I ed up becauseI have lost my will to fight.

That's what i've realized and it made me sad. All my life, everything has been presented to me on a silver platter and i was even cocky enough to say that i don't want to be this because i want that because i can and to hell with ya'll! I'll carve my own niche as this world is my playground es. Then God flicked this high and mighty stupid leo.  Okay. It was hard, okay i wanted to do different things, okay i can do it because it's me we are talking about here. So the almighty smitter nudged me and said. "Yeah. I gave you all the things you'll need but keep your feet grounded."

These guys made me realized that life in whatever path we want to take would and always be cut-throat but yo'aint 'spose to give up you dumb !

Get up and smile again.

On a side note.

I was planning to only buy the track "Empty" but my mom played her full album track and well yeah. .. .  I'll buy the physical album. 

Damn these guys!

All their songs are so darn SIC and LEGIT!

My particular fav is that of Mino's track. He's my boy crush atm. And it'll be so not me if i'm not playing "Confession" all the time as my peeps knows that i'm into R&B.

Is anyone of you watching "Show Me The Money 3"? 

Bobby is killin it!

Fade out. . .. .. .

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