i ing hate my mom STILL

i ing hater her, i hater her with all myself. she ing thinks that I'm still that stupid and useless girl. She ing dares to compare me to the useless piece of of my brother. He is ing 28 and he still lives with her, with all and his ing kids. he doesn't give her money, he didn't even graduated from high school. I'm ing months from graduating! He lives off her and she is more than pleased to give every to him. She doesn't care about me, she thinks I'm weird and stupid for liking K-Pop, well then her. I'm 19 now and i can say that my mom, MOM is my older sister because she understands every i go through, My sister might be some times annoying but she has been the one that has been taking care of me since 2007 maybe 2006. My 'mom' doesn't even know my ing clothes size, nor my shoe sizes, she doesn't even ing know what i like to wear, what's my fashion, what i like to eat, what i like to do. She ing thinks that writing is useless and that wanting to become a teacher is useless because it doesn't pay good. That my Chinese people are just a ing fantasy, well guess what k-pop is the hottest thing now. AND she doesn't know I'm lesbian, and she hates gay people. I'm just super piss at her and all of this just because i wasn't listening to her ing horrible English, I'm not her personal translator. for god's sake. if she wants to know she better ing learn English, i learn English on a year and she cant on ing almost ten years of being here. is just ing annoying.