I just can't figure out what to do with myself lately. I honestly want to delete my account and just give up roleplaying altogether. Part of me tells me I'd hate myself later though if I did. Nothing feels right lately and I feel like I'm just failing at everything.
I read some of my journals from years ago when I was in middle school. I realized that, even back then, I hated myself and just felt so...empty. It's kind of funny to me, in that sad life just must really hate me kind of way.
The more I think about it though, the funnier it is. I can't give up roleplay because it's what helped me in the beginning. Maybe it's just a drug who's effects aren't working as well as they use to. But...I just don't know what I'd do without it either...
This , to say the least.
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