From ZACK

This was his letter. I’m retyping what he wrote (around January, this year);

Hi, girl.

This is awkward by a lot, I mean like a hella lot! Boredom is making me do stupid things; I just finished reading your book and I feel like doing I-am-dead-but-here’s-my-letter too cause it’s intriguing. Well, you know me. Besides, the dialysis is gonna take another half an hour and I'm not gonna spend my time doing nothing.

When you read this, I'm sure that I'm already gone. I bet RM10 (it's Malaysian currency, if you don't know). Come and get your prize from my corpse, if you dare. Haha.

There are so many thing I want to say to my friends, either virtually or in real life, so I list it out;

1. I'm thankful that all of you are here when I'm sick and help me from slipping into depression. Eventhough some don't know I was sick. I like not telling people that I'm sick and could be drop dead the next second.
   
    
2. I want all of you to be happy. Very, very happy with your life no matter how disheartening it is. Life is always a but, I still want you to be happy. I'm not bullting you. Seriously. There are some people that I wish I could take their pain away like the girl I told you who have some sickness I met on RPR. I'm used to being sick and it don't disturb me THAT much anymore if I die. She don't. She is still afraid.
   
    
3. I'm sorry I wasn't there much for anyone since I'm stuck with the dialysis machine pretty much 4 hours a day. Even after that, I was too weak to talk or even walk and I can't hang out a lot. Remember that times, when I got too weak that I don't do anything for a month and just go missing like that. That happen a lot, doesn't it?
   
    
4. I love you. Remember that. Don't cry.
   
    
5. If you cry, Imma come in your dream and slaughter you.
   
    
6. Just a bit is fine. But, if you cry like a lot I'm not hesitating to do that.
   
    
7. My hand hurts from writing too much.
   
    
8. Wow, I did a two-page writing. 
   
    
9. A standing ovation for me, please. Hhahah.
   
    
10. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I am handsome. Don't deny it.

Okay, bye. Hahhahahahah! Doing this letter makes me cringe. It's so corny!

Truly me,
ZACK.