HIATUS - Please read if I rp with you

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AuthorCalliope
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Lately I've found myself growing more and more stressed. It has now come to a point where I have anxiety attacks and troubles sleeping, so I need to cut some of the things that are stressing me.

 

I might answer if I have time and feel up to it. If I rp with you several places, I might only answer one place. It all depends on how I feel. Basically I need to take a break from rpr and only come back here to answer things when I want to, not when I feel forced to on top of everything else. Please do not press me for replies. 

 

I'm sorry.

 

 

And here is a list of stressing things for the very curious people: 

I have exams spread out over December and January. I am normally okay with exams. This time though... Not so much. I am freaking out and I can't get my together and I just want to cry.

I am supposed to go on exchange in the end of January. This means that I need to figure out everything with moving over there, getting a room over there, how to get financial support, blahblahblah.

Since I will be gone for half a year I will either have to sublet my room or move. No matter which it ends up being, I need to pack my entire room in boxes and get them moved to a storage-thingie.

And it's December. It's my sister's birthday, my birthday, Christmas and New Year's. Just a ton of things. My cat will move out to my mother in December as well, so I have to get used to living without her, which... I don't want to.

I can't get around to answering everyone in here which just leads to massive amounts of guilt and I just don't need that.

 

 

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AnExoticShawol 10 years ago
I hope you dont leave for good, I really enjoy rping with you

Just do what I did awhile back and take a month long break then come back and you will feel that you will feel better and have a new muse
dinopunch 10 years ago
You should never feel obligated to reply to everyone straight away. I use to be like that and it kept giving me panic attacks too. I eventually stopped thinking like that now and am of the opinion of 'people can wait for replies, it's not gonna hurt them'. You should do replies at your own speed.

We're all understanding and we don't mind waiting. I'd much rather you take time, put yourself first than try to give fast replies all the time. *cuddles*

You know where I am if you ever need/want to talk, ^_^
5ac97510aa95bb642820 10 years ago
Aww, I am sad to hear this.
But I think it's a wise decision you have made. So take a break from RPR and get your things sorted out :)
Take care of yourself as well ^^
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