Two Years

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Authorkiriyama
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Ayy, it's been two years with RPR. Woo *waves banner*

 

Ahem. I have nothing really to say other that again I will strive to do better and become a stronger person.

 

;3;v

 

edit: haha jk, i have more to say /bricked

Mmm, somewhat like last year and above, a dilligent and humble interior and exterior is my goal.

I've been recieving flattery on my wide selection of skills and abilities. I'm good at this and that, it sounds impossible. I suppose it would be, if I was talented in all those things. But I'm not. Its just over the years I've dipped my fingers long enough in several activites long enough to learn it, not to be exceptional with it. My drawing skills have been complimented as of recently even though I haven't truly picked up a pencil for that in 6 years. I quit drawing because I saw my skills no longer progressing and I would get to frustrated and never complete anything. My graphic art skills are complimented, but I'm generally shy to show my lousy work (usually shown with a ton of excuses for its crappyness). But for a good year I vigoursly graphic designed non-stop and catered to people's requests, alonside I hade a sensei who taught me some know-hows for that I am still praised about today. My rendering skills, which some use the term cut-out, are excellent when I really put my minds to it. I've seen people who have far more skill and experience than I, have mediocre rendering skills, and it pains me to see it. I wish to up my editing skills, but I have is rendering skills and mediocre editing skills. My writing abilties has won me many awards and scholarships over the years. I no longer see my writing as awesome (due to all the awesome writers on this site xD), but yet... I have never thought my writing wouldn't suffice for an application to a roleplay. My coding skills are okay, although I hardly code because #lazy. When I get complimented for it I often try to explain that all I did was some simple coding as I often compare myself to the oh-so-great-goddesss-of-code Jenny xD For her skills are something I will never obtain unless I actually studied just that one thing. My cooking abilities are complimented with yumms and mmmms, but I often find myself lacking skills as the dishes I can make are very limited. My knife skills are also very lacking due to my fear (rightfully so given I've stabbed myself in the thumb before causing all sorts of blood to gush down my hand and forever scarring my step-dad) of being cut, and my weak wrist of my dominant hand (injured about two years ago, and I had to wear a wrist-brace, and then a wrist-support for about a full year). hehe... there's other things. I really don't know where I was heading with this. Just rambling I suppose. I guess rather than having a specific superior ability I wish to have a diverse selection of skills that I can have claimed to have adequate ability in.

Its weird... I want to be proud of what I can do, but I also wish to be humble and not prideful shoving things in your face type. I wanna push myself and create some of the greatest roleplay(s) on this site. And with that HG shall continue to prosper and grow. I'm fortunate to have had HG around so long and for its name to have gained fame. Never would I have guessed that people thought of HG so highly. I also didn't know that tons and tons of people would be joining RPR. I saw the community both at HG and RPR steadily grow. And I've been apart of that. Its been wild ride and I hope to continue it and have fun.

 

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