Sorry in advanced for the mess that is this blog.

So my attempts to be back kind of sort of as said in my last post have failed miserably... 

And here is why:

School (again my school's advanced classes are no joke. Even in Freshman year they're brutal): Exams and clubs and things are eating what time I've got.

I'm trying to be less social now so that I get some free time, but I still try and make time to hang out with my family which is something I've been slacking on these past few years and really something I need to improve on because I'm getting older and am going to move away to college in a short 3 years.

So... My ex gf and I are no longer friends and it's a long story and she honestly treated me horribly now that I think back on it and really she just liked to play and act like I was a princess in public only to reprimand me and tell me everything wrong with me in private and it was just a mess and horrible. 

However... I'm now going to prom with an upperclassman and he's amazing and hasn't pointed out a single thing wrong with me and has said only two possible lies, one of wich I think was just him showing off and the other I'm not sure if it was or not. But anyway he's pretty great and we'll see where that goes. He's quite a bit older than me (a little more than 3 years), but he is still extremely childish. The first time we met I was actually walking to the art building and he stopped me just to tell me I was pretty (now keep in mind my clothes that day were skinny jeans and a baggy tshirt, I was wearing no makeup, and my hair was in a messy bun that I put up without even looking at. On top of that I didn't sleep much the night before and probably looked like death itself.) Idk this isn't really irrelivant, but I thought I'd just like to let y'all in on my life a little more. 

Last but not least some of you know I have horrible back problems (Bel, Missy, Min mostly it's you three that I tell about this)... So I went and got my spine xrayed again yesterday and what do you know, I have minor scoliosis. Not a big deal, but it . I'm stuck doing what I'm doing now to deal with the pain. It's not awful though and I'll live. I just have to be extra careful about my posture and how I pick things up. 

Bye for now. I'll reply to comments when I get the chance and just know that I'm trying my best to make time, but it's hard. Sorry <333