It gets better.

So these past months I've had these thoughts of suicide.

I know, it's a common thought.

I wanted to jump from the highest floor of a building,
I wanted to suffocate myself, I wanted to stab myself,
I wanted to lay down on the road and wish for someone to run over me.

I wished a lot of these things to happen.

But I never had the strength to do it.

I know that my pain will be temporary,
but the pain of those I'll leave behind will be there longer.

I know this.

But with what happened...

A friend almost committed suicide right in front of us,
A family member almost died...

I can't even bring myself to accept that these things have happened.

This is just a low point in my life where I feel like total .

There's no sense in thinking about how deep the ditch is.
But there's sense in thinking of a way out.

Don't wallow in the ditch. It gets better.