It's been so hard this past week. It's 2am right now as I'm writing this, and I'm supposed to go to the school where I first met him to work. I honestly don't know if I'll be able to do it, if I'll be able to handle it. I have some friends who worked yesterday and said how hard it was for them. It's been really hard for me to convey how I've been feeling in words. So I do it in the best way I know how, through the arts. To TRY and understand how I've been feeling I'd suggest listening to See You Again by Wiz Khalifa ft. Charlie Puth. Also pay VERY CLOSE attention to the end of Furious Seven. My family and I went to see it and I started crying my eyes out, my mom had to practically carry me out. And it had nothing to do with Paul (may he rest in peace). It was because everything that was said was how I felt. But here aren't enough movies or songs to REALLY show how I feel. I miss him so much and it really hurts that I'll never see him again. I really don't know how to get through this.
i miss you
please come back
i need you
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