THANKYOU
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CHANGE
TOCOME
伝説
伝説
I MADE IT.
I MADE IT.
Yet another year and I have made it. I’m finally screaming “I’m 19” despite how short I am- I can’t believe it. Man, just so much going on in my head. It’s late, I just got home, and it’s all hitting me. I’m off to college in a few months, I’m going to be off on my own in the next few months – and man, I can’t believe I’m saying this… But I’m happy. It took so much to get to this point of me being happy or just thinking about being… happy.
I love it.
I love feeling this way, I love waking up and knowing that I’m going to pull through. I’ve been through so much, I’ve doubted myself so much and beat myself up a lot from relationships, friendships, and my inner self. And to be able to proudly stand in a mirror and know that I’m GOING to be someone is breathtaking. I learned to be comfortable in my own skin, body, the way I was built and how I was made – I learned that it was ALRIGHT to make mistakes. I was going through the family’s photobook with my mom and it was a blessing, to see how far I came and have changed.
I just want to thank you all for the birthday wishes, and thank you all for being here with me. I’ve met some amazing people here – and man, I love you all enough to let you know that eventually, I will be going on a LONG hiatus when I start college, or maybe a few months in during summer. I’ll try to keep in contact with you all, but I feel like I need a chance to breathe a bit.
I’m replying to all the wall posts and pms. I’m so happy. I can’t explain it, but I want to keep this feeling for a long time.
Yet another year and I have made it. I’m finally screaming “I’m 19” despite how short I am- I can’t believe it. Man, just so much going on in my head. It’s late, I just got home, and it’s all hitting me. I’m off to college in a few months, I’m going to be off on my own in the next few months – and man, I can’t believe I’m saying this… But I’m happy. It took so much to get to this point of me being happy or just thinking about being… happy.
I love it.
I love feeling this way, I love waking up and knowing that I’m going to pull through. I’ve been through so much, I’ve doubted myself so much and beat myself up a lot from relationships, friendships, and my inner self. And to be able to proudly stand in a mirror and know that I’m GOING to be someone is breathtaking. I learned to be comfortable in my own skin, body, the way I was built and how I was made – I learned that it was ALRIGHT to make mistakes. I was going through the family’s photobook with my mom and it was a blessing, to see how far I came and have changed.
I just want to thank you all for the birthday wishes, and thank you all for being here with me. I’ve met some amazing people here – and man, I love you all enough to let you know that eventually, I will be going on a LONG hiatus when I start college, or maybe a few months in during summer. I’ll try to keep in contact with you all, but I feel like I need a chance to breathe a bit.
I’m replying to all the wall posts and pms. I’m so happy. I can’t explain it, but I want to keep this feeling for a long time.
SHOUT OUT
TO EVERYONE THAT MADE MY CHANGE POSSIBLE. EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST - PEOPLE I HAVE MET IN MANY PLACES. JUST THANK YOU.
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