Ignore this. Please. Just talking about feelings.

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I miss her so much. 

This song...I heard it for the first time today while driving home 

and I literally just wanted to cry.

Loving hurts like hell.

I liked her so so so much maybe even loved 

and this song just

made me think of what we could have been

and our past conversations. 

Im too scared to speak to her and maintain my friendship with her because I'm afraid 

that my feelings will resurface and that I'll just want more from her

but she can't give that.

I mean I was only with her for a couple months but 

during that time span and before that when me and her were just good friends

i ended up caring so much for her. And she made me feel so cared for

Saved my life practically at one point.

i didn't think this would hit me so hard..I thought i would be fine but no.

So many things remind me of her and I just want to cry.

I have to move on but its hard...it really is. 

I'm sorry for such a random blog but I just needed to let out my feelings that have been bugging me for 

a few days.

 

 

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_WMstan 9 years ago
That's almost how I feel with the one I told you about in my post. .
but, that girl I only got the chance to spend only like 6 hours.
and then everything just. . Changed.
idk what happened exactly myself.
but it's really different with me. . What I'm hating now is that I think I annoyed her and got insulted by her. . That hurt me the most.
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