Deactivation?

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Author-Exotica
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Hey guys. Sorry this isn't in pretty font as I really am just not motivated enough to make this nice looking. Anyways, as many have noticed I have fallen incredibly inactive. I hardly ever log on and hardly ever even have this place cross my mind. Recently, life went to complete and utter . I got sent to the hospital after my parents finding out about my self-harm and having an anxiety attack two nights in a row to the point of throwing up. I was supposed to be there for a week so they could decide whether I needed to be in a mental hospital or not. Luckily, I got discharged early and just got a psychiatrist and therapist. During this, I realized I kind of entered a new chapter in my life. I have been in this community for a while now, a few years and met many amazing people. I made such great friends and I don't regret joining this website one bit. This place has become apart of my past now. I've lost interest in Roleplaying. It gave me an escape from reality during these last few years when I was going through a bunch of stuff. But, now it just isn't the same if you get what I'm saying. This year has been hectic for me and I guess I've kind of had to come to terms with certain parts of my identity and my past.  Anyways, I don't know if I'll deactivate or not. I may just keep my account here and continue to log on once in the blue moon. Maybe keep a few charcaters since some role plays hold some sentiment for me. I don't know. But, just keep in mind I really enjoyed being here and I really love the people here for the most part. You guys are fantastic people.

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Saranghaemaknae 6 years ago
I miss you so much and I wish I could've done something to help you and been here for you more. If you ever see this, we should find a way to contact each other through other social media. If you'd want to that is. I hope you're doing well.
EXO-Luna 7 years ago
omg please take care of yourself and be happy from now on okay? I wish you the best!!
xicewolf 7 years ago
Even if you do deactivate (or even if you don't), I hope good things come to you in the future. Despite what you've been through in your life, you deserve to be happy.
dprian 7 years ago
ayye I really miss talking to you and hearing from you, so sorry I didn't do my best to keep in touch. I'm really glad you managed to get some help after all that and I assume you're feeling much better now(?) I'll miss you :"( You're honestly like the closest online friend I have, though yeah I admit we probably aren't as close anymore but aye ur still fam <3
adhsk sorry I must be talking weird awkward stuff rn u know my insensitive self :/ srry I'm not like inspirational or anything cuz I at goodbyes, is this goodbye? I hope not tbh. ily liz (つд⊂) meepeeheheheeh keep dat positivity yo and love yourself and ljfe. I'll see you when the moon's blue.
Ku_Yuri 7 years ago
T^T I wish we would have gotten the chance to talk more... I used to love hanging out with my Lulu. But I can understand feeling like it's time to leave especially with everything you've already been through. I don't think anyone would blame you... I just hope that you'll be able to make your future even better and brighter and won't be weighed down by everything that's hurting you right now..
_WMstan 7 years ago
I feel really bad for not keeping contact but you're still one of the most amazing people who I've met here so I was so shocked to see that title there but after all, it's your choice! <3
And it's sad to hear this but I hope that you're feeling better nowadays <3
And it's actually true that roleplaying keeps us away from the reality /sighs/
Anyway, wether you're staying or leaving, I want to say that I reeeeeeeeeally wish you all the best <3 and ilysm x) really! I never regret knowing you <3
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