Why does it always have to be about ?

Don't get me wrong. is fun. Both to do and to write about. But seriously.... there is more than in life. There are other ways you can connect with someone. It is possible to create an interesting storyline without throwing left and right. It's possible to have a conversation with someone without asking them first thing what arouses them. I am sick and tired of . I am sick and tired of . I will probably fall in love with it again in a week or so, but right now I just want to roleplay someone having a deep connection with someone else without it being based on . If I can even roleplay anymore. It's like I completely lost my muse after that thing with my ex-friend. I am so frustrated.