i still can't believe it..

tbh.. i can't believe i'm actually taking the first step to make my dream come true. i never thought this day would come. ; ; in about two weeks, i'll be going to the first audition of kpop star 5 in NYC. if i pass, i'll get flown out to korea and sing for YG, JYP, and yoo heeyeol of ANTENNA MUSIC. :' < someone please wake me up. omfg. even just passing the first round will be enough for me. it will give me confirmation and confidence tbh. i wanna make it further. i wanna win. i wanna be the first non asian kpop idol. i wanna make history and i think i can do it. heh. cheer me on guys! i'll let you know if i make it to korea and i'll tell you who to look for on the show if you wanted to cheer for me- thanks for all of your support and confidence you guys have given me. it really means sooo much to me. ; ;