Ok I know I said this many times but I am seriously considering my leave from RPR. I dont know I've been thinking about everything and I feel like even though I love being here and these four years have been really amazing pretending to be the idol and getting more in to the fandoms...it's wrong...as a muslim I know this isn't right. Please dont judge my opinions. I feel like everything I love is wrong...I think I am biual I'm not sure...and I know it's wrong in my religion. When I die...music wont be there to protect me from the hell's fire...nor the idiols I've come to adore..I will love them until I die...but I think it's time I slowly peel myself away from the wrong and do the right thing...it's like being stabbed inthe heart with a knife slowly. I am still considering all of this and I'll let you all know my decision just wanted to pour my feelings out and let you all know thank you for these amazing four years of my life.
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