PLEASE read this for me.

Well, for starters, I've obviously done it again. I've disappeared...Gone inactive for quite some time again. I honestly can't even remember the last time I was actually logged in and checking things. Lately, I've been a lot busier than I have been since I graduated college some months ago. To put it simply, I now have a job, and it requires me to work from Sunday to Friday. That's right. I only get Saturday off. Sometimes, we get off early on some other days, but Saturday is the official "I don't actually have to work" day.

And on top of all of that, I am trying to go back to school for my second degree. Albeit, it's online but I'm just kind of worried that I won't actually have time for it? It's hard to explain. College the first time was a pretty bumpy experience and I can't say that I don't feel pretty much the same way about going back...

Speaking of college though, this brings me to my first... Yeah, my first topic of this post: I need money...

I'm not asking for handouts or anything like that. It's more like I'm willing to write in return for some pocket change. It doesn't have to be much. Honestly, you can pay me whatever you like or what you feel you can give. I tried this before and, I'll admit, it takes me time to get stuff back sometimes. It's mainly when someone requests something long and detailed. I usually type up replies and such from my phone so it takes time. Since I've upgraded my phone, it doesn't take quite as long, but I'm still human as far as I know, so I can't always reply right away.

As for what I'll write, I'm willing to write anything from fics to short stories to maybe even some roleplay replies. The latter is what I mostly did for someone before. You can request samples of my writing and such beforehand, to get an idea if I write the way you like or am on the path you had in mind for your request, but I need this money to help pay for a good amount of things. I may have a job but I also want to help pay for college this time around so that it's not all on my mother this time... *stops there before I tell my life story* I'm not trying to feed you a sob story or anything but that's the absolute main reason I'm offering my services. If you would like to request something of me, you can send me a private message on this site and we can discuss things there.

My next topic for this blog post is my inactivity. I should've made this first but I kind of feel like me advertising myself was a bit more important due to the content. Anyway though, I have explained why I haven't been around much at all lately. I really do wish that I could just go to everyone that I rp with and explain to them on-on-one why I haven't been around. I don't like making people feel like they're not important but I haven't really been able to help it. I'm considering getting rid of more characters or something so that I'm not just taking up space in people's rps. I feel bad for that, too. If I could, I really would apologize to all the admins and co-admins that have to out up with seeing "inactive" by my characters so often. Yeah, it's the dry season for most rps, because school and work are pretty much in full swing until the holiday season in December. On the other hand, I know that everyone wants to keep their ideas fresh in people's minds and bring in more rpers by showing the roleplay is active. Unfortunately, I have become one of the many that have to sacrifice some leisure roleplaying because life says I have to.

I don't want my account gone for good though, so I doubt that's ever going to happen if I have anything to say about it. Roleplaying...helps keep my mind on the right path, pretty much. Sometimes, I seriously lose so much of my motivation, which is definitely another reason I go inactive; At times like that, I can't even bring myself to log in, let alone check and reply to anything. I make life hard for myself sometimes... I don't know. It's not really intentional but my mind works in its own way... I am going to work on getting my replies and such in to everyone and try to get a decent hiatus so I don't get booted from too many roleplays.

Lastly! Thank you so much for reading this far! It means a lot to me, really!

We have one more topic to go and it's a roleplay idea of sorts. I want to do a Running Man kind of roleplay but through Line or Kakao or Kik or something of that nature. I had ideas that we could roleplay the permanent members, so it would be a small group. I personally really want to play Kwangsoo. I've been in my RM feels a lot lately so this is really something I'm interested in. I figured it would also be cool to have someone that may be interested but not all that interested or something to be a PD and give secret missions and stuff like that. I don't know just something to be done in the free time, I guess?

I can reply better on chat apps because I can get it a quick reply and keep it going. That's just me though. I'm a lot easier to get a hold of that way, especially because I can actually get and hear notifications for when I need to reply. I can also keep them in my notifications bar to remind me.

I'd really, really, SUPER DUPER REALLY like to try this Running Man roleplay thing. If we can't get a full group for the full cast, I'll be happy if even a few would try it out with me. I'd even be fine with just one to be honest! If you'd like to try with me, you can PM here or comment on this blog or message me on one of the apps (my username is the same here as it is on the apps).

I would really like to thank everyone for putting up with me and my random absences and slow replies with no explanations. I would also like to thank everyone that reads this post to the end because you are absolutely the best! I mean it when I say it means a lot to me! Thank you again everyone! Please keep warm and joyous and happy and healthy! ♡