you are twenty today....
god i miss you...its been what.?
two years now? and i know you don't want us sad, and you want us to move on
with our lives, its still hard without you being here to nag me, or let me annoy you
i miss our bantering back and forth, our teasing with out friends...
you promised me to let me take you to Great America.....
god Zack....I'm trying to hold back the tears....
did i tell you? 2NE1 performed at MAMA this year..
Dara omg she was amazing, she looked so pretty..
i can hear you right now laughing, and squealing about how your in love with an older woman.
did you know? I'm keeping my promise Zack, i really am.
happy birthday to you my dear older brother 3..
i wish you were here....i can still feel your protectivness from where you are.
you know, you would have been so proud of who me, Hanna, Dan, and the rest of us become.
your last words to me, where be good....omg Zack....even though i wished you to get well...
i said i had a feeling you would get well...what the is wrong with me....? at least you left us smiling, at least you don't have to suffer any more, and i'm glad you don't have to anymore.
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're not here?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces..
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause he's gone on and I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no
First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong
And what's small turn to a friendship
A friendship turn to a bond
And that bond will never be broken
The love will never get lost (and the love will never get lost)
And when brotherhood come first
Then the line will never be crossed
Established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn
And that line is what we reach
So remember me when I'm gone (remember me when I'm gone)
How can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride
So im going to pretend like your here, and will actually be able to read this...
Hey Loser! oooppps! did i call you that? haha you know its all from love right? yeah so i accidently forget it was your birthday oooppps again! haha i didn't forget, its the 10th right? / checks all my calenders.
yupppp today is Decemeber 10th! I didn't forget ;P
goshhh your so old, what do i do with you? Oldie oldie, next thing you know your gonna have grey hair aaaaaahhhhH! Zack's a grandpa! Wait...weren't you always the grandpa? Thats right couldnt give me rides cause your back always hurting. hehe you know i love you right? Your a blessing in my life and i could never replace you, you know that right? alright you ready for my crazy spam on your wall? C'mon , you know your ready, you love recieving all the love we give you. It makes your ego bigger. /mimicks your hair flip and words. "I am handsome, i am handsome, i am handsome. don't deny it."
what if i said i was the most handsome , huh? yeah thats right loser, haha
im am just kidding, so just for your birthday i will admit, you are very handsome indeed! haha anyways its you birthdayy!!! lets celebrate.
/hands you cutouts of Dara and Niel
i know this isn't much but its from here /pats my heart . alrighty now time for the birthday song. /presses a button and accidently plays Katy Perrys Birthday.
oh , oh ! wrong song! whoops hehe /presses another button , alrighty here we go!!!
happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday dear Zackieee, happy birthday to youuuuu <3 <3 /throws confetti all around you, and on you, and all around your room so you have a huge mess to clean later, which you will murder me for.
THIS CRAZY GIRL LOVES YOU, AND WISHES YOU PLENTY MORE WONDERFUL BIRTHDAYS.
I LOVE YOU ZACK AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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