So...
In one of my fb rps, I rped as a model. I have times where guys fought for my attention. But when the rp changed, me and my rp boyfriend left the rp and started rping together as outside rpers.
Immediately after we left, one of the male rpers there messaged me, saying that he just wanted to talk. Out of nowhere, he just started to make out with my character and yea, my character ended up cheating on her boyfriend with another guy. This happened for about 2 weeks until my character, Soobin, and the guy she cheated with, Wooshin, whom had Wei as his boyfriend, decided to join in a rp together as Anri and Kikwang.
Everything went well for about... 1 hour until one of the admins came to me and we became best friends rather quickly <3 only to realize that my best friend and Kikwang was ing behind my back. Fun huh?
That happened two months ago. I was on a small hiatus only to come back to find a dead rp.
I messaged Kikwang and we started to hang out again. I knew that he was never going to change. Only to realize how much it hurt when he said 'it's not working out. You're barely online'. I have a life too. I AM ONLINE WHEN HE IS. HE JUST DOESN'T REPLY BACK FOR ABOUT 2 DAYS.
I told him 'Well. I am online when you're on, you just never replied.'
That was in the middle of ting. Yea. We basically 'broke up' during .
him.
It turns out he has been ing another girl for I don't know... a month now?
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM?!
I GAVE HIM SO MANY GOD DAMN CHANCES TO ACTUALLY MAKE UP THE TIME HE HURT ME BEFORE. ONLY TO GET STABBED DEEPER INTO THE BACK AND THE HEART.
As you can tell, I got emotionally attached to Anri/Soobin.
Even if he just used my characters to , Anri/Soobin actually fell in love with him. Only to end up having broken hearts once again. By the same man.
I just want to ing slap him and cut off his before I'm satisfied. Maybe even drain his blood and splash it on that he's ing...
Sorry for my psychopathic tendencies and my rage on a man from a fb rp... even ranting this much doesn't help me to be honest.
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