+smdh

I have "friends" till they find boyfriends/girlfriends or someone more "interesting" to hang out with. I have been dropped by so many of my "best friends" the second they've gotten into relationships. I am in a relationship and I still make time for my damn friends. I answer their texts and phone calls. I hang out with them in school and out of school. I make time for them. Why can't they make time for me? One of my "best friends" has ing dropped me like a ing used tampon the second she got her girlfriend. Today is her birthday. I tried calling her. No answer. I texted her twice. No answer. We were supposed to hang out tonight. No answer. I didn't even know where to meet her for the gathering we were having with two other people. See on Facebook she answered everyone's FB wall messages saying happy birthday but my happy birthday text is unanswered and call still unanswered. I see pictures of her at the restaurant having the time of her life. She forgot that she had invited me. She finally answered my text and said "Omg I'm so sorry I forgot!" 

YOU. 

I sat in my house for three hours with my makeup and hair done. WIth your present by my side. The cake I baked you since we met over lemon cake. And you "forgot" you had invited me? I sat and studied for an exam instead, which I guess is better in the long run. 

But no. I'm so ing done.