I just don't know what to do anymore, sometimes I just feel like I should be invisible or just nonexistent. I have so much trouble keeping and making friends, I've been burned by so many people that I've gotten close to and it hurts. I just can't bring myself to be put in that situation anymore, I just can't. I'm so lonely though! Even with school and a job I just can't seem to make friends. The clubs at school and I'm not outgoing at all. I have abandonment issues and it haunts me everyday. My self confidence is in the negatives and I just feel like I'm destined to be alone. I only have one friend and I keep pushing her away to the point that she's worried. I just feel like a bother and a loser, who cries to sleep more frequently than ever. Sorry if this bothers anyone, and sorry for the depressing theme. Probably no one will read or respond to this so yeah... sorry.
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