How About A Closed RP with Me?

Okay. Now, I've been thinking and I would really like to do an organized crime type roleplay but I would like it to be closed. I would like it to be somewhere between three to five people apart of it, including myself. I know who I would like to be and I have their backstory and everything ready. It’s a character I've had for years now but I've kind of lost my way when it comes to seeing life through their eyes. I have written a lot of fics surrounding the character and their life but I guess I'm trying to find inspiration for that whole life again. You can have OCs but I would prefer to have known figures. Nationalities and orientations don't matter. If we do another rp related to this one or maybe just gradually find people to play family members (as in you personally asking people you enjoy roleplaying with to be like kids for instance or a parent or something of the sort), we can work up to all of that. I'm just kind of looking for a small group of people that wouldn't mind helping me find my inspiration again.

I've been roleplaying for quite some time now and it was only...five years ago, somewhere around there, that I got deeper into it in a whole new sense. I just kind of need to find my roots again if that makes sense.

So, to put it clearly, what I'm looking to start is:

- a closed roleplay

- an au/alternate universe roleplay

- a third pov roleplay

- two to four people to roleplay with me

- organized crime themed roleplay

- rated R for maturity (because death, , and drugs and such happen with organized crime and there are some other triggers that would come along with just my character's story alone)

- gender, orientation, nationality aren't really a factor

I think that's about it. I may post my character's background in a separate blog post specifically meant for those interested because it's just...It'd be a good amount to read. I'll just pm the link to that blog post to those that are interested.

We can talk about having multiple characters/muses and all after we have everything else settled. I just think it would be easier that way.

Thank you for reading this! And, if you are thinking about helping me or intending to do so, I give you an extra thanks and a virtual 90-degree bow because it means a lot to me.

By the way, if there are any typos, please, let me know. This tablet that I'm using to write this doesn't actually auto-correct. I tried to catch them all but I may have missed some...

Thank you again! ♡