I just realized I planned for my 20th birthday. Which is this sunday. I started shining bright like a diamon 3/13/1996. And here I am nothing planned.
Mom: Erica have you ever figured out what you wanted for your bday.
Me: Nope.
Mom: Cake?
Me: I don't know.
Mom: What you doing that day?
Me: Mm church definit since I am off, family, hawas and maybe sam?
Mom: Hmmm.... okay -chuckles-
Me: -thinks long and hard- Mom how about ponderosa if we have a way like if I make enough in tips to go?
Mom: I rather go a day when the boys are in school. So it be me and you
Me: It would be meaningless to go it won't be my birthday it won't be nothing special. But what ever
Mom: Nope just find a ride,
Me: Nope i am keeping my plans.
Mom: Nope you going to have to cancelle them...
Me: I am not cancelling I don't care you decide whats for dinner...
Mom: No ponderosa
Me: I said no. -goes back in my room and looks up things to do for the awkward year I am about to turn since I am no longer a teen but not old enough to drink- Mom or you could just give me the money instead it being for dinner so I can go to the mall
Mom: Who you wanting to go to mall with?
Me: myself.
Mom: By yourself you wanna go by yourself?
Me: Yepp or maybe sam since she wanted to go sometime this week anyway.
Mom: So that means no dinner or cake? OKay -sighs-
Me: You know what you just choose I don't care. I don't wanna go around lockland I hate it here and it suppose to storm. I don't want to go to a club for 18+ because well I hate people and don't like crowds. So I don't know and I don't care. We don't throw birthday parties...
Mom: I would if we had a nice house that the boys didn't tear up and we living in a 2 family apartment.
Me: Okay -goes back in my room annoyed and what not because I just don't care anymore and mood is spiraling into a depression-
So if you have any ideas of what I can do for my birthday just comment below... Because I have no idea... I never had a sweet 16 my birthday wasn't big when I hit 18 none of it really mattered.
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