Wow... wow... just ..

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AuthorLordLoyal

Created Mar 10, 2016 19:40:57

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I just found out my best friend died..

The only person who understood me died while I was at boarding school...

I can't even.....

My parents aren't flying me home....

I can't go to his funeral..

I just...

For people who know me like well... I am just...

So out of it...

I am going to start clearing out my rps...

I promised to help revamp the RP Promise but I need to hand it over to someone else... I can't even think right now..

I am either crying and if im not crying im hitting something instead.

I just talked to him this morning and everything was fine.. He seemed so happy and he is just gone now..

This isn't right... He just disappeared..

I feel like watching Death Note now or Pyscho Pass but I am too deperessed.. I didn't do any homework and I just want to go home..

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LaysChips 8 years ago

I would be lying if I know what it feels like to lose someone close to you. I have lost a few family but.. yeah I just really don't know what that feels like but ugh what I'm trying to say is, I'm sorry for your loss and I sincerely give you my condolences. Hope everything goes well for you. And... have fun with watching those animes? Okay sorry, I'm an idiot- o u o;

wufapp 8 years ago

if you need someone to talk to, i'll listen. you're most definitely surrounded by so many people that love you - as i can see by the comments. but if you need some extra cheering up, you can let me know. my condolences to you

HanKeLaMaHan 8 years ago

omg jae...I cant even imagine how you would feel
I almost lost one of my best confidant due to an accident and for the days that she didn't reply me I was already like a messed up person
I mean no one told me what happened
all I knew was she got into an accident
no one told me her condition or even which hospital she was in

I didn't go to school
all I did was cry
there was literally nothing I could focus on..
but shes okay now...

so if what I felt was only temporarily...I can never imagine what u are going through....
my condolences and stay strong jae...

xtokibabyzx 8 years ago

Oh my god... I'm so sorry for your loss. I don't even know you but I just feel so sorry for you.. <3 I can't say I know what it feels like to lose someone close to you but.. gosh if you ever need someone to talk to, maybe we can be friends and just talk. I wouldn't mind ♡

ShyShy 8 years ago

I am sorry for you loss if you need someone to talk to you can always talk to me. I know how it is to lose someone so close to you. I am keeping you in my prayers, and just know he is watching over you. If there is anything I can do just let me know.

SeHYUNG 8 years ago

I'm so sorry for your loss love. I know exactly how you feel. I lost my best friend in October and I still really haven't gotten over it. Like the comment below me mentions, I'm sure the admins of moon scent will understand your need for a hiatus. I love you, bro.

squishytime 8 years ago

Bro you need to get off of RPR, let someone else keep your activity up, or tell them you need a hiatus. I am sure White Howl will understand same with the other RPs you are in. I am sure Ji will understand, I want you to go home also but your parents can't afford to bring you back and forth, no one is home right now.

MonstaExoZen 8 years ago

I'm sorry for your loss. ♥