Man talk about a depressing day >.>
1. RPR characters that i rp has a direct affect on my mood which is currently depressing
2. Its ing raining outside and it's suppose to rain all ing day which is even more depressing
3. I have absolutely nothing going on today yay no birthday dinner just some random my mom gonna throw together and like a home made cake and the house
4. I can't even wear I want to which was my black dress and black heels because the stupid rain I mean i can...in the house but what fun is that?
5. I can't do my hair because of the stupid rain
6. What a great ing way to spend my mother ing birthday. And on top of that my right side of my chest as been killing my not the side with my heart but like right side of my chest and if I lay on my arm the pain is unbearable so I can't even sleep because I always sleep on my right side.
7. My mother didn't even wish me a happy birthday like she usually does at midnight....
8. And I am ing sure I am about to ing start my mothering period. Because this blog is ing useless. Every year rains on my birthday, every year is the same way and I was always happier then.. So you know what I am ing bipolar and depressed and upset and in pain and I am ing hungry... my stomach is growling... T^T
I have issues and I am quite sure i need a therapist now >.> bruh guys ignore this rant and it seems like today is my favorite word. I just yeah let me get food I am not me when im hungry -eats a snicker- better? better. Actually no im bout eat my chinese now
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