I'm really having a hard time....

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Sorry for not replying to any of you this past few days and even deactivating my account for a while but, now that I'm back although, I still have busy schedules. 

I'm now facing a problem now, I even't haven't sleep for like 48 hours, I just slept like for 1-3 hours and it's driving me crazy. I felt somewhat dizzy now and then but, I can't bring myself to sleep nor I can't even eat. I just ate crackers and biscuits.

First, my turtle died. She really have illness and now she finally say goodbye. 

Then, my dog is now in a serious condition.

Last 6-7 months, we had to bring her and give her to one of our trusted worker for her to take care of my dog since my grandmother have an allergy.

We often visit her though, and each time I visit her I know that something is wrong. She always have a collar and unlike the other dog who belongs to my cousin who is okay to go freely and run around but, I still can't get her due to my grandmother that's why I just visit her.

Last three weeks, we visit her again and as normal, she have a collar to keep away from running freely and on top of that, when she saw me I saw her cry, I think of that, that she just missed me though.

This friday, we had just paid a visit to my dog who was my dog for more than seven years and we saw her not able to walk properly, she even vomits and she is so thin right now. She's just in the cage and her cage is dirty and even the food that was given to her...it's just hard to see her at that state. I thought she  was okay but, it turns out that it's just because of her fur that made her look kind of chubbier and the worker always let her go in the yard for us to not see that she was lock up in a dirty cage.

This time, we taken her home although, we still can't bring her to the vet which made it even harder. The vet clinics are all closed today and we can't find a good vet here, and we don't want our dog to be checked up by a fake vet or something. 

The first thing we did is to wash her body, second, we try to feed her dog food but she doesn't want to eat it, she even tries to bite if someone touch her but, once I touch her or my mother and dad, she always cry. 

We can't feed her anything, she doesn't eat it but, it's good to see her drinking water even just a small amount. We decided to made her, her own food. Mom cooked meat since it was my dog's favorite, and we mixed it with rice and gave it to her. 

Now, I'm waiting for vets clinic to open now and I just slept like 3-4 hours this night. I can't even bring myself to eat properly also or get my work done. 

I'm really sorry for not replying, it will take a while for me. 

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JungHyunki23 8 years ago
Please take care of yourself and I hope everything does work out. I know how hard it is I just recently lost my cat and he was like my fur baby. But keep your head up and I'll say a prayer.❤️
LoveToCreatexox 8 years ago
You're back! We were very worried... I'm so sorry to hear that! That is terrible... ;-; I hope she recovers.. And you too.. You need sleep and food... *hug*
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