My characters are all heavily influenced by my personality..and I am very emphatic.So is my character.She wants to see people happy,watch people fall in love and smile but she also wants to find happiness and love for herself.
Now,I just want to cry at the state of one of my characters.I have turned her into a toy.
A means of pleasure for others especially for the one she likes.I have played my chess pieces wrongly,resulting in this catastrophe.I'm sorry my love,my dear muse.I am sorry for letting them play with you like you are an inanimate object only used for pleasure,a toy without feelings or a heart.If only we could be as animalistic as they are..If only..Forgive me for letting them use you like this.
What I learned is physical touch could lead to attachment but mostly because of my personality and heart-a soft and fragile hearted person.I'm not suited for friends with benefits or any of that sort because surely I would come to like/love that person.
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