to people who thinks their alone

For many years I live how my family, my teachers, my peers wanted me to-mixed in a little of who I'm really am. I am different in almost every way then what society or my own culture said is normal. I tired to be 'normal' to please everyone-always putting everyone before myself. It was not until maybe a a couple yesrs that I learned it was that for that very reason why I had a deep depression. I tired everything to get rid of it-the doctors,hospitals,meds oh I tried it for about tenish years. The last couple of years I spend trying to find myself again and overcome my depression-which is hard and a working progress. I know it's a long road to recovery because it does come back.  My story is an Asian girl who is at the age to already been marry with kids and have a stable and/or high paying job. A girl who had been bully since she was young by her schoolmates for all sort of reasons-mainly because she's been in special need classes, and her being panual. The same girl is not getting her aa degree in theater arts-wanting to do mainly acting,not marry yet, and just being herself-more happy then before. I got help with the right people who really does care and willing to help me. The point of me typing all of this is to reach out and let people know their not alone-no matter what it looks like there are people to help you, and I'll be one of those people if need be. Don't be scared to reach out to the right people okay? 

Thank you for reading and sorry if you think this is a waste of your time