Guys

It's called lust yet when I looked into his eyes and saw it I didn't see lust I saw a pshyco.

someone driven by .

It was stupid to think I could have changed him.

the fact is you can't change anyone unless they want to be changed.

I fell for someone that didn't exist. 

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I fell for a living guy with the personailty I thought he had.

I had wasted 3 years or more of my life chasing that fboy.

It took me ages to realise that even if he was once a nice guy he had changed and changed for the worse. 

Yet even though I've realised he is a supid guy who cares only for meaningless .

I still find myself thinking about him. 

It's bad I know but then I thought well if I had another guy in my life I wouldn't be stuck thinking about this one guy.

An if that idea doesnt work I just remember that stupid look oh his bloomen face when I shoved a dummy lollie in his mouth. 

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