I'm bored as right now...it's almost 7am, I haven't been to sleep and I'm not really sure if I'm hungry or not. I've been watching JKNews all night and some dance videos. Not much that I really do on the internet. Not much of a social media person - though I have them all. I do have a ton of dramas i need to finish but my emotions can't handle dramas well. I could re watch Full House for the 7th time, but I low key don't wanna atm. I would learn a dance or go to the gym to play raquet ball since it is open this early but then I think Nah fam, maybe later. Then I think this would be the perfect time to learn how to put on makeup that's not mascara...but I don't even have makeup other than mascara and eyeliner. I could do my hair but theres just so damn much so i just shoved it all in a due rag so I don't have to look at it and be reminded that I look like a lost soul. Not like I'm going anywhere today anyways. What else can I do? Oh I could Organize my closet, i've been neglecting that for like a week now. But I'm so odd about my clothes and stuff so if I do my closet then I gotta reorganize all the rest of my I have and I just don't have the time for that. I could work on coding and making a Layout Gallery, but then I thought, that. Optimo has some good ones, Ima just use his. Then I thought, I could totally sew something...with what machine and what fabric. I forgot I moved to the south and don't even have all my stuff with me. Then I thought, I can go out and get a job...don't have have my ss card or a valid ID because the DMV. I don't have a lighter or matches so I can't burn anything. I don't feel like sleeping. I'm the only one in the house. Grandad went to work, baby sis went to school, Ma and other sis are in ATL for the week. I can't walk to any shop to chill or look around at anything because this is the frikkin country and everything is miles apart. I could teach myself to drive but I don't wanna wreck Grandads car. My life at the moment is so difficult. I wanna leave America. See something different. Or just move to Denver. It's super pretty there. If I never leave America, then I'm living in Denver. I'm not going back to Vegas, that dry heat. My skin can only handle so much abuse.
Alright I'm done complaining. Till next time fam.
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