an open letter to my friends

(not a goodbye letter tho- lmao)

this is to everyone who is very special to me,

okay, so what made me do this is actually because some people from the not-so-long past came back and greeted me once again, and so it made me nostalgic and a little sentimental. 

I am very ashamed that I didn't recognize you all the first time, and I am very very sorry. omg- you see, I have this stock knowledge memory where I remember things only when people makes me remember. orz. I know, that's such a lame excuse, but it's the truth. I was also gone for like 3 months; when I went on hiatus, I left everything here. all of my rpr memories stayed here in rpr sooo yeah, to be frank, I can't remember most now but I might if you let me remember.

but I am back now. for good. because semestrial break. but. yeah. lol 

I just want to thank everyone who still remembers me. I am sorry if it seems like I don't remember you but yeah, I gotta admit, I'm a crappy internet friend lol. but yeah, I never thought that anyone from other rp (besides giddy up bcs like that's my home inside and out) would remember me since I am not the type who makes an impact to people. lol I am just very talkative I guess, that's why people remember me otl. 

but yeahhh, to my giddy up fam! from the first generation up to this fourth generation. wohooo! you are the greatest fam I've ever gone into. you all took me as me even if I was a not so great person. I love you all so much. I will be fine being #singlehyungwon if it means that you're all gonna be here for me! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO IF YOU LEAVE ME :3 

to my pm rp friends, gawwdd- I don't remember you all but dang, I checked my inbox and our plots are so ughh they're the best and I'm sad that we didn't get to play longer. let's play moooree!

to my rp best friends, cheers to us my friends! you are all wonderful and I don't think I could last an rp if it's not for you. it's just like what wis khalifa says, "so what we get drunk? so what we smoke weed? we're just having fun, we don't care who seeees~ living young and wild and freeeee!" lol 

I love you all so much it hurts!

but this is not really a good bye lol I just want to shout out my appreciation and my whole-hearted gratitude for your support, for your love for me, and for tolerating a weirdo like me. orz. but yeah. 

you are all important to me even if I don't show it that much. I care for you even if I don't say it always. you are my friend even if not personally. 

that's all. yeah- laters!

love, 

sevendays c:

p.s. I wanna spread the good vibes so if you're reading this, please make an open letter yourself too. tell the people around you how important they are, whether you know them personally or just through internet, because you don't know, it might make them smile even for a short while.