Hurt

the thing is, i like this girl. my classmate. She likes someone else, a guy. the guy likes another girl tho. 

funny thing is, that guy likes me. so the cycle is, my crush likes him, he likes me and i like the other girl. 

though, i am making so much effort on my crush. i give her cards every single morning, telling her a good morning.

I chat her everytime, telling her to eat and greeting her a goodnight with the sweet dream.

I am making her feel my feelings but sadly-- she feel awkward about it.

she feels awkward whenever i look at heart but she's not even showing it, maybe that's why i like her.

She has this attitude that she doesn't wanna hurt people. She's smart, beautiful, down to earth, helpful, sharing.. i like her so bad.

But sadly, she isn't into girls.

Sadly, she likes that one lucky guy who likes me. it just hurts me that i am here, and yet my crush don't want me.

It hurts that i am willing to wait, to make an effort, to give her everything, but she doesn't want to.

i just feel so bad, i like her so damn much but.. in the end, all my efforts are coming to waste.

i'm still trying my best to somehow, win her heart. i'll try my very best because maybe i'll be succesful.

just maybe she'll like me back.