Future Goals

2016 for me wasn't as wonderful as I thought it would be. A lot had happened over the years and I was in a state where an event in my life (December 27, 2016) I was heartbroken, don't want to mention anything about it but yeah after that time I wasn't as happy, I stayed in my room all day laying down doing absolutelty nothing. Whenever my sister asked me if I want to it, I always said no. 3 days after the incident I lost a lot of weight, like myself was getting weaker as the day goes by. I couldn't take it out off my mind and it was all too much for me. One day my mum told me to eat, explaining that I will get sick if I don't. I stood up and walked towards her then she opened her arms and give me a hug, at that moment I couldn't help but cry, she too pour her eyes out. She said she went through the same thing as me. I was relieved after that. 

But until this day my heart's too saddened and I still can't get over it. So I thought what if I turned my life around and do something. I can't just be unhappy for the rest of my life. So I thought very hard and told myself what if I become a YouTube vlogger? Even though I don't have much experience as the other great YouTubers out there. I'll probably learn one step at a time. I already looked at some cameras that I can use :) have to save up for it though. 

The next thing I want to do is dyed my hair to caramel, to have a new fresh start in life, the old me will be gone and I want to change to a happier person, never care about what other people say, I'm just gonna be who I am and they can't do anything about it. 

New Years Resolution;

forget the pass old me and start a new me. be positive always and try to be more understandable to the people I care about. To never get angry easily and be more approachable and loved by many. make new friends and make new memories that 2017 will offer. I think it's possible to achieve so many of our dreams if we believe in ourselves. Love yourself first before you love others. Stay strong and never give up.