So one punch to the throat is apparently all it takes for me to fall apart. Y'all know I'm busy af but leaving my characters is super hard for me right now. I'm too attached. Attached to people who don't give a anymore. I'm not perfect, I have my flaws and issues-- but not being appreciated I'm sorry.
I make time for all of you like always, whenever I can. I care I really do. But carrying around emotional baggage just isn't for me anymore. If you're not interested in me or my characters anymore just ing say so ok? I'm tired of pretending I'm fine because honestly I am not fine anymore. I'm dragging myself down trying to be the popular kid, being with the popular kids--- noticing I will never be. So that's that it. I am so done right now. I want to write again, not just hang around in chatrooms. My muse is gone, like, smoldering in a pile of ashes.
I'll be rp hopping a lot. If someone wants to write (like write actually) pm me. I might be dropping off of the face of earth I don't care right now.
Maybe I'll get around to making that rp for the lazy people. Who knows.
I got like three characters I actually have muse for and that just . I have like four weeks left to be active and . Maybe a kick-start to my muse would help but well, I'm too old to be up to date with who's in and who's out. My writing is average, my characters are average and that's fine. It's fine. I know. it up buttercup.
Why do I even bother making this blog post? Oh I'll tell you: I am DONE pretending to be happy. Sunshinesmile my .
So pms are open, characters are dropping. Maybe that'll actually help.
Yours truly
Kelly
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