OKAY SO QUICK RANT AND RUN DOWN
I work Tuesday Wednsaday Thursday Friday 8am to 5pm
I have classes Monday Tuesday Wednesday 6pm to 11pm
OKAY SO
I have a 7 page essay (single spaced so it's a lot fam) due tomorrow night for my class. I also have my essay due for Tuesday night's class which is 10 pages long (single spaced, 11 font). SO. Classic me only starts last minute. I started my Monday essay yesterday evening. Got up at 6am to continue. Took me 4 hours to ing read the material because it's this 50 page ing long article and then a 30 page article and I'm ing slow at reading from computer screens on boring subjects. Then I left for a family event because I'm irresponsible, and have been working till about 10 minutes ago on my essay. I'm about halfway through when I get an email notification from my professor.
He's ing post poning the essay deadline to April 13th instead of tomorrow night.
HES ALWASY DOING THIS. EMAILING LAST ING MINUTE TO POSTPONE IT WHEN I HAVE BUSTED MY DOING HIS ASSIGNMENTS (CUZ THEYRE HARD AN DLONG AF AND TAKE LIKE 3 DAYS TO FINISH) WHEN I COULD BE DOING OTHER HOMEWORK
I could have been working on my Tuesday essay because I haven't started that. I have my topic and basic research but no ing direction. Like. LASJDLAKJSDLKAS I only have Monday to do my essay for Tuesday because I work all day and then go to class. I get up at 5am to go to work and get home at midnight/1 am. I don't have time for this .
I'm losing it and my ligament is torn in my foot :')
Okay bye :') and goodnight I haven't slept more than 4 hours each night cuz of school
I'm also really frustrated with my art and my lack of progress and distinction in style especially when i look at all my fave artists and I just - I'm just TT____TT forever crying
and today I finally came back to my dad's and it's not the same without my puppy but she's dead and I have to admit it but everything reminds me of her my dad filled her sleeping spot with furniture so it's not empty but I can still see her there in the corner and when I came home my automatic response is "KYIAAAA!" and I said it without realizing and then when I took out the cheese for my dad I was expecting her to be there because she's a cheeseaholic and she's not there and I'm so stressed that I'm crying and I haven't had my period in 2 months and I'm like body stop because that means when I do get it I won't be able to move from cramps beCAUSE THATS WHAT MY MEDICATION DOES TO ME (thanks anxiety you make me have to take medicine that s my hormones)
Anyways
I should sleEP?
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