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i've always hated the chapel

i hated how we were forced wake up early just to attend the service

i hated how i would fall asleep while the pastor is talking

i hate it when we have to compose long reflections from the service

i hated it the moment they came inside and made you cry

i hated how i waited at the corner as you cried

i hated i approached you and lent my shoulder

i hated how you refused my offer

how i desperately tried again

and how you wrapped your arms around me as you cried

 

i hate the way you smiled at me

speaking in languages as you told me you love me

i hate the way you suddenly hug me from behind

i hate the way you twirl in front of me

or the way you press your skirt down with an embarrassed smile

the way your eyes twinkled whenever i shared my food

how you pout your lips

trying to imitate the idols you see on tv

the way you copy their dance steps

and how you make me watch you as you practice on them

 

i hated it the moment i came in

pissed at a lot of things at that time

i hate how moody i am

how i snapped at you

i hurt you and made you cry

now i cant fathom why

 

i hated it the moment you sat away

my pride help up high

how we slowly drifted apart

i dont know how

but suddenly i was a stranger to you

 

i hated it when i saw you twirl in front of them

and then i realized that it was all my fault

because i was a complete jerk

but my pride held me back

and i had to let you go

 

now we’ve gone separate ways

still wondering how you do

reminiscing the ti amo’s you gave me

the je t‘aime and the saranghae’s

i regret it all

but somehow i dont feel like going back to that time