guess what

im bored again
you know what that means : a long post that is good ting material
so pull down those tighty whities and get to the toilet

anywho. 

i just got back from arizona. i was planning to like, go to the river and the grand canyon and to this fair that was going on. but honestly even my californian was like, "this is too damn hot" so I stayed in the hotel and ordered food for a couple days straight. my dog was with me so that was fun. 

on another note it has been brought to my own attention that I'm really not rping anymore. i guess you can call what im doing rping, but it's not really what i would consider my rping to be. all my characters now are pretty much chatting with their partners, and don't get me wrong----I like that. i think it's perfect for the time i have presently, and i wouldn't change anything with those. but i think its time for me to actually start writing again. it's not like i personally have the time, but i do miss it. when people compliment my writing or ask to see some of it, i immediately get defensive because my replies are so mindless and short and nothing spectacular right now, and i actually want to be proud of what i put forth, so I don't feel like when people say im a good writer. i feel like i've fallen into that group of rpers who are just here to chat, when i used to always be about that rpr revolution life, of bringing back rping to nonaus and even aus.

so tl;dr 
it's time to enter an rp with the intent to  w r i t e 
if y'all want to join me, the rp im gonna choose is babydory's new rp probably. go check out that teaser. 

in tandem with that, i want to start something for myself. i want to make a list of words or phrases that i personally use too often, or that i feel there could be a better way to describe them, and document them here so i'll be less dependent on using these. i think doing this will push me to find more creative ways to say things that aren't too shakespearean or weird in the syntax of things. if you have a phrase or word that you use too often, comment it below bc I'd like to see

"chuckles"
"to be honest ; honestly"
"couldn't help but to"
"kiss"
"wraps my arms around"
"smiles incredibly wide ; smiles widely ; grins"