im on hiatus but

74 views
Authoramadeus
Created

idk where else to get this out so-

 

After procrastinating by binge watching ted talks, something in my brain told me to do an ocd checklist. It was because I had just seen a video about ocd and it was one of the times when my breathing patterns, feelings on my face, the need to move my hands in a certain way, touch the screen twice on the other hand too since I accidentally pressed it too many times, etc became in the front of my mind and therefore happened much more.

ANyway- I just did the checklist and I honestly didn't check as many boxes as I thought I would (I checked like 19/47). It's relieving to me since there have been times when I've thought I might have ocd but... if not that, what else? I can't just be... weird like this, can I? Because this is something that affects everything I do and has since... As long as I remember. It could have started when I was born for all I know (and probably did). Basically, I still think I might.

I'll talk to a medical health professional or something about it but I just needed to rant a bit ;u; time to go back into hiatus

Comments

You must be logged in to comment.

114bdfb25ab093a168b0 7 years ago
I'm forgetful.. Idk. I have the habit of checking locks twice or thrice.. Even getting worried at some ungodly hour of the night and just wanting go out and check if I did it right or not.
Orz
skammer 7 years ago
take care, munchkin <3
Log in to view all comments and replies