Healthy issues

No the title is not a typo. 

Today, kids, I allowed myself something very important: me time. No replies, no checking rpr, no checking anything. I switched off my mobile data, plugged in my headphones and went out for dinner. I'm relaxed, I feel healthy for once, I don't wanna rip my own hair our right now. I made rpr a duty for me again. I made replies a duty again. I made replying every day and as fast as possible a duty. That's not what rpr should be to me. I'm stressed enough as it is. My lovely Yuri keeps telling me this for months now and I didn't listen because I'm a stubborn . I didn't want to listen because I felt like an for not even answering the ooc. But I spend so my time on my phone already because I'm always on freaking on call duty for both the office here in Beijing and the office in Germany, I felt like my head would explode if I have to type out replies on mobile any longer. 

I needed this today. 

I won't apologize for looking after myself today. People are angry at me for not answering them both on rpr and my private chat accounts. I don't give a . I'm done with always bending over and saying sorry. 

I love y'all but kids 

Give yourselves some ME TIME from time to time. Be OFF-LINE for a little bit. Do something that doesn't involve your phones and the Internet for once. It's healthy.