x it's almost midnight!

Hey hey you you !!
Rip Idk I'm so hyper atm and can't sleep and have anxiety like crazyyyy and I'm just reminiscing and so many things about my life bother me and I'm not even sure what is the main focus of my distress but it's a series of small things and like the main one was like just five minutes ago how I looked at my piercing and got SO SAD because I lost the jewelry in the middle of the night never found it again and the hole closed 

ANd I'm SO PISSED Cuz like that's MY PEIRCING. I LOVE my piercings and I've had it for so long and it took forever to heal and it's gonna cost so much to repierce it and Im' SO MAD cuz i have to go through the whole damn process of healing again 

And then  on the other hand i'm also like frustrated with everything in my life and everything is pissing me off from my inability to lose weight despite changing my entire diet and exercising like crazy. the injuries in my body that are causing other injuries from how i have to compensate. money. school. time. just fukcing everything 

and i'm reminiscing about past rpr and i'm just so ing sad

i miss people so damnf ucking much.