Screams

cuz I have no other way of relieving my stress or stop what I'm feeling rn besides doing something I promised way too many people I would stop doing.

I'm honestly regretting ever making that promise to anybody because it would be really useful right now.

I'd get another tattoo but I'm broke atm so I can't.

I could always take my medicine but I hate how it makes me feel.

I need alcohol...or weed...or even a cigarette I don't care at this point. Even a good seems like a likeable option right now. But I'm broke so I can't go anywhere so those go out the window.

I also may have...punched the wall in my room...and now my hand hurts. My self control is slipping more and more these days. I need a vacation.

someone help me before I decide to do something stupid