I think

That my time here is officially starting to come to an end. I tried...I've been trying...but my safe haven slowly hasn't been my safe haven anymore. I tried to stick it out though I really did. Because this is really the only thing I have left right now, all my other coping mechanisms are gone. I put so much of my heart and soul into my rp and I don't want to leave it but I've slowly been feeling like I don't have a choice. Maybe somebody can help me idk...but I'm really starting to think it might be better if I just leave...I know there are a few people who would definitely be happier at least...