Sorry this took so long to do.

This message is..pretty long, but you don't have to read all of it. My emotions kinda..went into this as I was writing it, so please skim through it or..I don't even know..

well yep. this is, ah..my love message to you. because that's what most couples do. give each other love messages, so........ ah man. *rubs my neck, nervously looking down*

how in god's name do I start this--

I guess I should..start from the beginning..? Alright then..here it goes:

When I first got here, practically everyone knew who the heck you were. Well, everyone except me but y'know. I heard a lot about you though. There was so many confessions about you and you were pretty popular among the ladies. So while you were getting swamped with so much attention from everyone and their mother, I was pretty much observing from a distance like, "Poor guy. How can he possibly handle all that attention--"

I was just one of the crazy, weird people here really... I'd talk to myself a lot in the spam room while people just watched and stuff. Basically I was all over the place. I even developed feelings for someone who felt the same feelings for me, but the relationship...wasn't really...let's not get into that. Anyway--

I can be pretty unlucky sometimes. But one day I decided to snatch your attention by poking you with a stick and... Let's just say that that one day I decided to poke you with that stick will forever be the luckiest day of my life.

In the beginning, I didn't think we'd end up developing feelings for each other. I honestly thought at the time that the type of relationship we'd have would be like...the type of relationship I have now with Mino, y'know? You seemed like a really chill and nice guy, so I thought, "Why not?" I wanted to be friends with you. I wanted to help you boost your confidence. I wanted to be a person who encouraged you to be more open and out there. And I was able to do just that, for we became close friends. then after awhile we became partners...now our love is pretty much sealed because we've escalated to lovers like wooooah.

Everything between us happened naturally. Nothing was rushed. Nothing was forced. All we did was talk about anything and everything.

If only you knew how happy you make me--how deeply I am in love with you. I can tell there are times where you belittle yourself and think I'm too good for you or whatever, but you really don't need to feel that way. Not at all.

You are all I ever wanted and needed in life.

You think you're not, but you are.

Everything about you is absolute perfection--from your awkwardness and hesitance to your lame puns and cheesiness. Everything that is Mark Tuan, I cherish wholesomely. Your smile is dazzling. Your laugh is so beautiful to listen to. And when you grin and wiggle and get all happy and excited, I can't help but stop and watch you because oh my god you're so flawless and perfect.

You say I make you feel like a lady with how much I compliment you and gush over you--like how I call you beautiful. I know you don't like it when I call you beautiful, but that's exactly what you are.

Sometimes I wanna just toss tradition out the window and pop the question myself. I've even had this little fantasy where I'd bring you back to that park where we first confessed our feelings to each other. There I would tell you exactly how you make me feel right before I'd pull out that little box from my pocket and ask for your hand in marriage. Many times I've thought about pulling through with it but...maybe that would just catch you off guard or creep you out or make you feel pressured. Maybe even all three. I dunno..

This is really getting too long and I'm sorry. Maybe I should just shut up now. There's so much more I want to say, but...then this love message would never end.

I love you more than anything. And I love the byun//lovey dovey family we have that's developed over our time here. All I want to do is bring happiness into your life and grant every wish you've ever had.

Until next time...see you, my love.