Personal Message
memories
who's that boy
that's looking
back at me
i think i like you
MEMORIES
3rd April 2022:
Kino 4 days ago Reply
@Soobin /you call my name, you call me baby, and my eyes are teary as I look back, I guess there's still a sliver of hope that I want to listen to/
Soo...
/my voice shakes as I take in your words, it's so very you to explain everything, to talk longer than needed... or maybe I do need it, I need your voice to convince me this is happening. You like me, you say, you've always liked me, was it never about for you? I wonder as I smile shakily, cupping your cheek to return your gaze to me/
I like you...
/I whisper, pressing a kiss to your lips, if there's something the pills have made possible today, it's the renewed ability to accept this happiness instead of questioning it, instead of rejecting it, so I smile and cry and kiss you lips and let your reassuring words warm my heart/
I like you, Soo...
29th June 2022:
Kino 15 hours ago Reply
@Soobin /I shake my head/ I don't think it would have helped, Soo... I know you mean well, but I was not... letting anyone in...
Just... myself? /I repeat, my eyes trying to fix on yours/ am I really enough, Soo?
/my heart start beating so fast, your words making my cheeks burn and my ears ring, you want to be with me, you want out futures to be together, intertwined, and I can't quite believe it. It's something I never thought I'd hear from you, from anyone, I have surely never done anything to deserve this/
Soo....
/heart stuck in my throat, I watch you with gleamy eyes as you tell me you love me, and it's like a blanket of warmth spreads from deep within me/
I love you too!
/I exclaim eventually, flinging myself into your arms, hugging you tight, feeling so much light now that there are no more secrets between us/
I love you, Soo!
1st July 2022:
Kino 3 days ago Reply
@Soobin /I pout to myself/ I didn't want it to be just a good thought... I want it to be good... a good memory...
/I shiver a little when you touch my thigh, it's not like I can control it, you always make me feel like this, and that actually give me courage as to what I want to say/
mm...
/I can't talk for a moment, but I unfold the paper, the voucher you made for me/
Choi Soobin... I... I love you... and I want to keep you in my life... I don't want to hold back any more... I want... /my voice trembles/ I want to take the next step... if you agree...
/I my dry lips and look at you/
Will you be my boyfriend?
Redeemed: 01/07/2022
25th December 2023:
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
*whinesssssss*
Kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
Merry Christmas Soo
/flings myself at you/
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
*laughs and catches you, arms around your waist*
Merry Christmas Ki~~ *smooches your cheek*
I love you buttttttt
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
/smiles at the smooches, clinging to your shoulders*
But…?
/frowns a little/
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
I know its Christmas and you dont want to work…
But i accidentally deleted a file..
Do you think you can recover it for me? Its half my essay…
*snuggles you tight, pecking your cheek as if it’s consolation*
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
/snorts/ you scared me there for a moment
..how did you delete it? Were you half asleep?
/kisses your cheek back/ it’s not a big deal, Soo, I can get it done in a few minutes… where’s your laptop?
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
Heheh what did you think i was gonna say?~
I was half asleep ehhehh
Youre the best baby~ *presses my nose into your cheek*
On the dining table~
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
I don’t know, ‘I love you but’ is never a good way to start a conversation…
/sighs/ you’ve been working too hard, as usual… and then things like this happen
/giggles at the nose in my cheek/ gotta be a Christmas baby~ /walks to the dining table and open your laptop, I log in cause I already guessed your password a long time ago/ do you remember what it was called? And was it on ms word?
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
Hehhe im not good with words.. you know that~
Oopsies? But youve been working too much too!
Youre my Christmas baby~
*i follow behind you, standing next to you as i hold myself up but resting on hand on the table and the other on the back of the seat*
Uhmm… think it was ENG5671 Essay.. and yep ms word
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
You’re pretty good with words, what do you say~ you’re just a dork /smiles/
It’s just been a busy time… but you were supposed to take a break…
/leans a little towards you while my hands fly on the keyboard/ eng? Do you do English essays now? /starts looking for the file through the command line/
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
Im your dork so it doesnt matter~ *beams at you*
I know..
But the faster i finish the faster i can be your house hubby~
Engineering *chuckles* though maybe i should take up english..
*kisses the top of your head as i watch you look for the file*
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
You are. All mine. /grins/
House hubby? That sounds so good~~~
/chuckles/ why do they give you essays for engeneering mm? Sounds like a waste of time.. /my hands keep moving easily, I don’t really need to look/
Mm… looks like there’s only one… should I restore it? I hope it has your latest changes…
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
That I am~
*chuckles* i dont know how amazing ill be at it though~
Thats what im saying~ but its a research paper and its a part of my Masters paper.. so if i do good, it’ll get published and peer reviewed~
Oh! Thats good! Could you please? And then open it? So we’ll see if theres the latest changes~
*leans down as i try to understand the codes and all that*
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
Glad you know~
/rolls my eyes/ you’re already amazing at it, you basically do everything already
Oh wow, then it’s an important one… hopefully we can find it whole
Yes, sure. /I restore the file and open it, it takes a moment for it to load/ you wanna have a look? /I ask, as I scroll down/
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
Of course I know! *huffs*
Well i cant have my hard working baby do work! I only go to school and do gigs on the side..
hopefully~
*as the file opens i sink down to one knee and wait for you to get to the page I need you to see*
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
/giggles at your reaction/ you’re so cute~
Ahh, I can work some! I’m not that weak!
You wrote a lot, is this the- /my voice trails off when I get to the end of file, the page only showing two words and my heart jumping into my throat/
S-soo..?
/my head snaps to turn towards you, and I notice your position/
Oh god-
R-really?
/I fling myself at you/
Yes. YES.
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
I didnt say you were weak! I just dont want you to overwork!
*i give you a nervous smile as you look at me, my hand reaching for my back pocket. I barely have time to open my mouth to say what I prepared and pull out the ring and youve already flung yourself at me*
*lets out a laugh as i hold onto you*
Really. But can I at least say what I need to?~ *smiles, amused*
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
I don’t overwork like you do /sticks my tongue out at you/
/I felt so overwhelmed and giddy that I didn’t realise that you had more to say/
Wasn’t that the question?
/asks confused, blushing a little in embarrassment for jumping to conclusions/
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
I dont overwork either.. i just have assignments..
Well that is the question but I wanted to say some things too~
*pecks your lips before taking a deep breath*
Ki… I love you so much, with all my heart. And you make me so happy, even if it’s just us sitting near each other in silence. I don’t think I’ll ever find anyone that can make me any happier than you and I feel like you’ve made me the best version of myself.
Just like these rings, they’re not perfect and shiny, just like how I’m not perfect, but I hope you can look past all that and accept me.
I can’t imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone other than you. So, Kang Hyunggu, will you marry me?
*takes out the ring, holding it out to you*
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
I’m pretty sure you’re taking more classes than you’re supposed to /mumbles/
Oh right- sorry /giggles, covering my face as you continue talking and tears gather in my eyes. You’re lucky? Then what am I? I never thought couple life would be for me, I never thought anyone could love me, and yet you came along, and now I’m living in a dream/
Oh Soo… yes. Yes, I will marry you. /kisses your lips/ if you’ll have me~ /holds up my hand/ put it on me~ /jokes, but my giggles are a little wet/
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
Well… maybe i am.. so i can finish faster and take care of you!
*i take a deep breath once ive finished, smiling when you reply. Hums softly into your lips*
Of course i’ll have you..
*chuckles as you lift your hand and i take it, pressing a kiss onto your ring finger before i slip on the ring. I lean up, taking your face in my hands to pull you into a kiss*
Sweet baby..
Kino H Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
You’re already taking care of me, Soo
/giggles in reply to your words, and I crumble against you, wanting to get a tight tight hug/
It’s beautiful~
/kisses your jaw/ I can’t believe you had this planned… I had no idea.
Soobin Dec 25, 2023 Reply History
I know but.. i dont know.. i feel like you should always be taken care of..
*wraps my arms around your waist to squeeze you against me*
Im glad you like it~
*chuckles* i didnt know how i could do it.. and it felt stupid at first but i guess.. its catered to you.. and it would be special.. *pecks your lips*
And you deserve special.. hubby~
Description
Name: Choi Soobin
Age: 23
Position: Switch
Description: Simply put, Soobin is a nerd. He has always been too smart for his own good and has put academics as priority most his life. He is also very emotionally aware of people around him, very empathetic which makes him very easy to get along with as he can easily match emotions and energies. Soobin is also extremely caring in that sense as he also knows when something is wrong and make sure that the other person is okay. He wants to be there for people who need it the most and will always offer to help if he sees someone struggling.
Ideal guy: Someone who is similar age, friendly but with depth, someone who keeps him on his toes
Job: Model
A little about Soobin: Soobin was scouted to be a child model during junior year of high school. Despite having to balance the workload from school and modelling, Soobin still excelled in everything he did because he had to prove himself to his parents. Soobin’s older brother academically excelled and was the star athlete of the family. He was even on the Olympic team and all Soobin’s parents do is brag about their eldest. He would always try his best to gain his parents’ approval and encouragement, but it never seemed enough. He.. He just wants to be enough for someone… He’s currently taking a break from modelling as he wants to focus on his college studies however, his management decided to bring him to LITH so he would “stay relevant”.
Password: TXT
POV: 1st detailed