Personal Message
 
 
Christopher Bang.
twenty six
wolf hybrid
cafe host
SKZ'S LEADER
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trivial information.
likes
his baby stays, loose and comfortable clothes, black, caramel, chocolate, lofi music, sunny days, chicken, comedic movies/shows, trying new things, spring and autumn, talking about australia, space, star gazing/astronomy, hiking, bowling, anything competative.
dislikes
compliments, watching movies alone, letting anyone down, emus, coffee and other bitter things because he's a man-child, soda because he's sensitive to the carbonation, ice water (just room temp for the delicate baby, please), spicy food, knit-wear and scratchy clothing materials, scary movies.
positives
sociable, hardworking, honest, diplomatic, selfless, mutable, people pleaser, empathetic, passive, outgoing, leadership qualities, wants to be everyone's everything.
negatives
perfectionist, insomniac, overworks himself, full of unvoiced self doubt, would rather choke on his words than admit when he's vulnerable, the equivalent of the "you just have to say you're fine, but you're not really fine" meme, is selfless to a fault and will put other's needs over his own, legitimately needs approval but will never ask for it.
about. chan is a wolf hybrid, but he's definitely more like a soft pup. he is extremely loving and clingy, opening his heart and his arms to almost anyone willing to come close. his primary scent is pink pepper, but with an underlying scent of peaches.
 
HEADCANONS.
ACT I. chan is an active person. if he isn't at the gym, working in the studio, or at schedules, then he is often outside or finding something to occupy himself because he'd feel guilty otherwise. he is someone that believes every moment should be spent trying to better himself in some way or assisting his dongsaengs to do so as well. working hard to accomplish a goal, educating himself in a new language or skill, getting good at a sport. he will find something to throw all his energy into. the only way he really slows down and "does nothing" is if someone else makes him. and then he's doing that for them, so it really isn't indolence.
ACT II. chan is an extremely tactile person and certain sensations easily overwhelm him. he really can't stand things like scratchy clothing material, tags, or knit-wear because of how it irritates his skin. he'll wear things to promote, of course, but that's not by his choice. once the mission is accomplished, those items are coming off. also, certain intense tastes don't agree with him. coffee isn't something he enjoys drinking. soda bothers him because of the carbonation. spicy food makes him transcend reality. even ice water irks him.
ACT III. being needed by others gives chan fulfillment. he loves to feel useful. he wont think twice about lending someone an ear when they're upset or offering them comfort. but even without being asked, chan goes out of his way to do things for others. he keeps the dorm tidy (though that also serves him because he does it late at night when he can't sleep to get himself tired). he'll keep cooking so that the members can eat as much as they want without hassle. he'll forego eating chicken and other things he likes if he thinks someone wants it more.
ACT IV. getting into a serious relationship is not something chan is actively looking for. he knows that his schedule is far too busy to commit to what most people consider a "typical" partnership. however... he is a bit of a hopeless romantic and has a lot of affection to give. so much so that he finds it hard to consider limiting it to just one person. he doesn't see why he can't give love to multiple people, as long as all parties are open to it.
ACT V. chan is the equivalent of the "you just have to say you're fine, but you're not really fine" meme. in comparison to his hardened persona when stray kids was first formed, chan has opened up over the years, but he still has reservations about burdening the younger members with the broken parts of himself. if he's going through a tough time, he will become more quiet and withdraw into himself, usually spending long hours in the studio to shut out his thoughts with droning beats. sometimes it's just a matter of him getting over whatever is bothering him by taking the time to analyze it and compartmentalize it if it's not important. yet other times, he can't shake it and it starts compounding his insomnia and his poor appetite. that's when he could use a shoulder to lean on and being okay with asking for that is something he needs to work on.
 
 
my other half.
partner: vincent hsu
date: 03.01.24
status: promised mate
Love wasn't something I'd been looking for or expecting to find. Part of me honestly thought it wasn't really in the cards. But then I met you. In the beginning, I didn't expect anything. I was happy just getting to know you. But you caught me off guard. Slowly swept me right off my feet with your cheesy puns, y dances, and genuinely beautiful heart. I'd say I fell, but you caught me and lifted me up higher than I ever thought possible. When I'm with you, it's like the rest of the world falls away and I lose myself in you. In the happiness you bring me. I love you so much that it feels like my heart is going to overflow and there isn't a moment I don't want to be at your side. Or in your arms... Beneath you... On top of you. Making you always feel wanted like you deserve. My love. My mate. I'm not perfect and I don't know if I'm worthy of you but I promise you my heart and all of me, forever.
 
NSFW.
position
sub/soft/service top & switchy bottom
turn ons
praise, play, vanilla , pet names, , toys, rough , rimming, barebacking, breeding, light , spanking / impact, edging, denial, forced , scratching, crying, frottage, ing, free use, lingerie, collaring, exhibitionism, voyeurism, biting, warming, marking, nonpenetrative , morning , threesomes, double penetration, sensory deprivation, oral fixation, dom/sub dynamics, verbal feminization, size difference.

receiving only: pain play, degradation, humiliation, dumbification, pegging, choking/gagging, asphyxiation, blood play, while inebriated (with prior discussion).
turn offs
brats, gun play, knife play, cnc, hardcore (breeding benches, racks, etc), full cross dressing, daddy/mommy, hardcore pet play, , watersports, food play, hard , somnophilia, .
 
out of character.
GENERAL. please keep in mind that reply speeds may vary. I will reply to threads as I have muse for them, not necessarily in the order the threads were started. But I will try my best to prioritize replies in order
WRITING STYLE. I am flexible with my writing style. I don’t expect anyone to match my post lengths if I get wordy. Sometimes I just brain dump when I’m writing and it ends up way longer than I ever intended and I apologize in advance for that. 2-3 paragraphs tends to work out for more timely replies.
ROLEPLAYING DO'S AND DON'TS. I don’t make any promises when it comes to plotting romance and having it develop into something serious. It all depends on how the characters jive and I can’t determine that until we throw them at each other. Do not interact with me if you cannot keep IC and OOC separate. I don't put up with OOC drama. Don't interact if you have a tendency to cause it or be involved in it. I RP for stress relief, not to invite anyone's OOC drama into my life. Any OOC interactions from me (i.e. for plotting or something of that nature) will be indicated by ((brackets)).
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ᴠɪɴᴄᴇɴᴛ ʜsᴜ ᵏᵒᵈᶦᵃᵏ ᵇᵉᵃʳ 19 hours ago Reply

A rant but not a rant- idk.... what I do know is it's literally impossible to be that ing fine all the time. To walk around with such a ty waist and a fat , like he was literally carved out of marble. And that face? Even on my darkest days, knowing I get to see those sleepy eyes and tender lips when I wake up.. knowing I'm one pun away from hearing the squeakiest laugh that melts my heart.. It's like I'm standing mere feet away from the sun himself. But what's got me fully ed, every. single. time? All that is paired with the most beautiful mind, heart and soul I've ever been blessed to know. He sees me, all of me without hesitation... he just wants me, all of me without change. His overabundance of kindness paired with his ability to love everyone so easily.. if he wasn't the sun, he'd be an angel. Not everyone gets blessed with such an amazing mate, and even with all the bad I've done, I've found him. He found me, and he saved me. I hope I can make him as happy as he's made me, or I'll die trying~