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Do you ever just sit there and wish you had someone you knew you could trust completely? I don't mean the kind of trust where you'd give them a key to your house, I mean the kind that you could spill your gut to them and you know no one else would ever know and they would never judge you for it. That's what I'd like. I don't have one. For all the hundreds of friends I have, there's no one I can look at and tell them how I feel about my dad. About what I really feel about myself. About the real reason for the scars on my arms. The worse part is that I tell people complete bull like, "Oh, no, he's not always like this. He would never hurt me." "I've learned I'm beautiful the way I am and I don't let what I've done haunt me. I'm stronger than that." and "Oh, these? Yeah, my dumb cat went feral and scratched me when I tried to pet him. Dumb cat...", yet they're none the wiser. They truly believe everything I tell them. They really think I'm always okay.