Personal Message
"Always the same, You say you love me. You left me but why are you coming now?
Oh although I couldn't give you anything, I loved you more than anyone else.
Why don't you know? Maybe it's just me.
Now no matter how much I called you and held onto you, you didn't come.
I stay up all night as I forget you like this.
So today again, I fill up my cup, thinking about you once again.
I empty my cup as I try to hold back,
But tears keep falling down."
"Even though the weather is great, My mood is not.
I think you're teasing me, and I get mad.
I struggle because of these situations I can't handle.
The exact opposite of me,
The world continues spinning as if nothing happened.
You were living just fine, it's not fair,
This is not fair.
People who look at me while passing by pity me.
Nothing goes right,
I missed the place where I was supposed to get off at this morning.
Because I suddenly thought of you, I got off at a lonesome station.
Because it seemed lonely today of all days,
tears just kept falling.
I walked for a long time like that, I miss you,
Who I've been only hating, yet again.
Because the days when I was weak with no strength
To hold onto you were so pathetic."