Male for Female Character! (please read entire roleplay)

hello ladies, my name  is Joshua, i would love to have a roleplay with you if you are interested enough in my roleplay i have in mind. im 21 by the way. 

but here is my idea. 

KIK 

Dis_Josh96

you, Elizabeth had moved into a foster home with me when we were too young to remember anything down to details. but, you and me were best friends and we would play all the time together. i would protect you, and we had little feelings for eachother, i didnt sleep at night because i was worried if you were sleeping okay, and i didnt want you to go. when you were 14, someone had adopted you, and taken away from me because they didnt want me too. it was so hard to get over you. i had feelings for you, well, enough that i could tell. you mightve liked me too. a year later, and i had been adopted into a family that had money. but they werent considered rich. a few years had passed more and im now 21, and so are you. i hadnt heard anything from you in all of those years, i thought wed never see eachother again. but now, im in florida, and tonight is the biggest beachside party that Miami Beach has seen in a while, and its at my cousins beach mansion. i am the host. i dont know that you are coming to the party tonight and you dont want to go but your frineds are making you go to get your mind off things. they are the ones who drive you over to the party. but once youre settled in, you see a guy out by the grill, cooking, who looks exactly like i used to when i was in foster care with you. except now, i have a thin dark brown beard, and thick dark brown hair. and a scar on my arm from a fight protecting you in foster care. and you freak out, and go to your friends, and they help you talk to me.  and later that night, late at night, we end up in bed together, falling in love all over again. 

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"guys, please be careful with the furniture, just put it downstairs" i say to my friends, softly. i walk upstairs and i go get changed for the big party, and my best friend is up there. he looks at me and says "don't worry, i will find you a good girl tongiht, okay?"  i look at him and then look away saddened.