「☁︎Rant Room

@Mikasa Amen .

Alright so, I don't believe that I should cease to continue my happiness for my parents. First off all because it's basically like them using my body for themselves and their reputations. Second because I'm always miserable, always depressed and always hurting and getting sick due to their bull needs. Third, my entire life has been altered because of my fear of them and I've lost friends because of them, attempted to gain them back and surprise surprise, those friends stuck around up until now. My mother wanted me to be friends with the pretty popluar girls, but I refused and she threatened so much on me. She always bragged about how she had all the popular beautiful friends and look at her now, complaining about how she's always going to be alone. I do some art and show it to her and she es at me to stop drawing what I want and paint her pictures of flowers and so she can hang it up and tell people that her daughter (who from the gracious blood of her ancestors) paints so ing (typically well). Then my dad tells me to get over my Asian obsession and be more entwined in religion and trying to be a more silent and good house wife. STOP TELLING ME WHO TO BE ALRIGHT!
Yes, I sound more independent and more like an American, but it's not my fault that I was brought here before I could speak. I learned the ways of my surroundings and that is why I'm not going to succumb to your lows alright?
Because I feel happy, thinking for myself without any obstacles like my parents and their demands around. Please, please just for the time being GET OUT OF MY LIFE. thanks. /smh

the people in 19 Kids and Counting.
when they got married were they just like
"hey you wanna have 42397697 kids"
"Yeah sure"

I was drawing dog!jean and someone looked at my drawing and immediately started shouting in class repeatedly that I was draw a furry when that's not what I was doing at all
OTL
I really hate people sometimes.

also, (totally spamming rant room) wtf is wrong with that talking Angela app?
People are saying someone hacked it and that it asks super personal questions and crap
And they say that it's really creepy and will get angry and say you lied or something
like why are people over reacting about it
I don't believe any of this hacker stuff and personal questions stuff but yeah

so after my ear was infected, it took several weeks to fully heal
and it closed up and I wanted that ear to be pierced so I kinda like
stabbed my ear again to out the earring in
this isn't the first time i've stabbed my ear to get my earrings back in
but is me stabbing my ear the cause of my infections?
because i've only had infections in my left ear when I gotta stab my ear again to put in earrings and the last time I had the infection was the longest time i've had an infection
and I only have one earring in today in the once infected ear, but if I stab my other ear, I don't get infections in it.
kbye
answer questions for me
because u r all doctors

things that shouldn't exist:
les mis mpreg
spongebob mpreg
little kid shows mpreg /
mickey mouse x ANY MALE CHARACTER
plankton x mr. krabs
chinese restaurant's flan (because that stuffy is crusty as sht and i freaking love flan)
my chemistry teacher

@Armin we do care

I'm just about to delete everything I'm on because I bet not a single person gives a or cares.

Way to ignore me classmates =_=

so lol. /my rant

This morning, I told my mom that I felt like I was going to throw up and I feel awful today.
She responded with "well, you don't have a fever, so go get ready for school."
Like, does it always have to be a fever when you don't feel well and have to stay home from school?
Not to mention that she never got up from her bed to even check if I had a fever, so thanks, mom.
And if I'm at school, that means I absolutely have to run in track today and I don't want to run because then I will most definitely throw up.
She lets my sister stay home whenever and I never do, even if I'm sick.
Unless I'm dead or dying, I can't stay home OTL.
My mom also got mad at me this morning because I asked where my sports bra was and she said it was on her bed and I didn't see it because I didn't have my glasses on and I'm blind as a bat. OTL.
In a bad mood today. Sorry if I'm not the most enthusiastic.
At least, I won't be enthusiastic irl.
Online, I probably will be.

GUYS I DONT LIKE CHERRY FLAVORED ICE CREAM AND ITS ALWAYS IN OUR HOUSE UGH

Food, I am eating you now

@Armin LOLOLOL
I WILL

@Jean TELL HIM THAT YOU WANA BE FRANDS BUT WITHOUT THE TOUCHING.

@Armin I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO HATE ME, BUT IF I HAVE TO MAKE THEM, I'M MOE THAN WILLING TO
BUT I JUST DONT WANT HIM TO HATE ME, I JUST WANT HIM TO BACK OFF
HE'S LIKE, MATT BUT IRL.
MATT BOTHERS ME THROUGH EMAIL, SHAWN BOTHERS ME IRL

@Jean I DONT EVEN CUR IF PEOPLE HATE ME.
ONLY A FEW PEOPLE MATTER TO ME.
LIEK IF I HAVE A GOOD REASON TO BE RUDE TO SOMEONE I WILL B.

@Armin BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO BE MEAN TO ANYONE AND GET ANYONE TO HATE ME
BUT HE GOT UPSET ALSO BECAUSE I FORGOT TO GET A DRINK AND HE OFFERED ME HIS MILK AND I SAID NO BECAUSE IM LACTOSE INTOLERANT

@Jean HES A COMPLETE DOUUCHE
UGH
WHY EVEN BOTHER TRYING TO BE NICE TO HIM.

@Armin I THINK HE LIKE ME?
DUDE HE GOT UPSET WITH ME BECAUSE I WASNT TALKING BECAUSE I WAS "STUFFING MY FACE"
WELL EXCUSE ME FOR BEING HUNGRY AND THE SCHOOL RAN OUT OF FOOD

@Jean I would have shot my self omg

@Armin I sit next to him in lunch OTL
Actually, it's more like he sits next to me
because he started doing that

@Jean ene
I dont like him if you couldnt tell.
I just give him the cold shoulder.
Like I was all cool with him untill he started touching me and then I got super uncomfortable and just ignored him.

@Armin I've told him that before and he still does it OTL
it's shawn

@Jean Just tell him you have a sensitive head. c:
Or that you dont want people to mess up yo hur.

Kay guys I need help because I don't want to be rude to this person
I'm not sure if he likes me, but I feel like he does
A lot of people touch my hair and he does too, but it's gotten to the point where I don't want him to touch my hair anymore because he does it EVERY DAY
like, I like it when people touch my hair and me TO AN EXTENT.
he sits next to me at lunch and he leans on me and he's a /bigger guy/ if you know what I mean
and he pets and scratches at my hair
and he eats lunch with his hands too, so maybe you know what I'm getting at.
I don't want to just tell him to stop because that would be rude
And I'm bad at telling people to stop but
It's to the point where I don't feel very comfortable
Also, he doesn't shower often, so maybe you know why I also don't like him leaning on me.

please help OTL
i don't want to hurt his feelings

@Jean HA

also, why do people bite their nails?
like, I heard it was a social anxiety thing or some kind of mental thing
but I bite my nails all the time
and I used to not bite them for a long time and I let them grow out, but then my mom cut my nails short again and I just had to bite them again
;n;
STUPID NAILS

I hate it when I'm drawing and people be like, looking
LIKE SHEESH GIRL
DO YOU WANT A FRONT ROW PASS TO CHRISTIANS DRAWING CONCERT ONLY $78.
MAYBE I'LL START PASSING OUT POPCORN OR SOMETHING AND START SELLING HOTDOGS
I HAVE MY ARM AND AM LEANING OVER MY DRAWING BECAUSE I DONT WANT CHU TO LOOK OKAY
AND WHEN PEOPLE BE LIKE GOING THROUGH MY JOURNAL TO LOOK
HOW ABOUT NO