@S-TK ((I TOTALLY FORGOT THIS OMG CAN WE MOVE THIS TO WALLS SOBS))
"It's nice to meet you too! I'm happy someone else is friendly." Sanggyun laughed a little and bounced on the balls of his feet. He would take his er out to keep talking but he couldn't bare to part with it for too long. "Yes I am, the Keeper who's playing with me for right now, what about you?" Jun could wait a little while for his sandwich, he was interested now.
Youngjae listened to the other smiling softly. Maybe he'd start to let the other baby him again. He really missed it a lot of the time, he had just never let Guk do it because he was afraid the older would start to resent him. Youngjaes nose wrinkled at the thought of spending his life away from yongguk beside him every second of every day. He was glad when yongguk said he didn't regret it because youngjae wouldn't ever want to change any part of his life, he loved it just the way it was. "Oh really?" He asked a little surprised at the news, although the power thing made a lot of sense. He took the older mans face in his hands, looking deep into his eyes. "Hyung I have neve blamed you for what happend. It was a freak accident. I don't want you to feel guilty, and I want you to baby me because you would even if I could walk normally, not because you feel bad." He leaned forward and. Pressed a soft kiss to his masters lips. "Everything about my life is perfect, I wouldn't change it for the world. I love you more everyday, and just when I think it's not possible for me to love you any more, you find some way to prove me wrong..."
@A-Tom Minwoo smiled to himself and turned around again. "My name is Minwoo. Nice to meet you." He gave him a small bow and thought for a minute. He was wondering why another slave was here. Was it for the same reason as him? "Are you making that for someone?" He asked, closing the fridge. He noticed the other male had a er in his mouth and he blinked, not understanding.
@S-TK Sanggyun was a little taken back that the other didn't answer, but he shrugged it off. He went back to fixing the sandwich he'd been working on. But he did wonder why another slave was out here, perhaps he was staying with another Keeper and he'd given him permission to come down here, that made sense. He turned when the boy said those words and smiled, he'd always been proud of his hair for very good reasons. "Oh thank you..." He started but the boy had already turned around. "I'm Sanggyun..."
@A-Tom Minwoo didn't really answer at first, just bowing slightly. He walked over to the refrigerator to see what there was he could make. He thought it rude of himself to not say anything so he turned slightly with a small smile on his face and said, "I like your hair." That was it. It may have come off weird to the other but he went back to rummaging through the food before the other could answer.
@S-TK Sanggyun was in the process of putting his er back into his mouth when he heard soft footfalls nearing him. He kind of hoped it wasn't another Keeper who was going to question why he was out and making food. Then he'd have to take all that time to explain why he was there, if he even got to explain before it was dragged off. But it was another slave, and he forced a small smile on his face. "Hi..."
@A-Tom Minwoo was a little bit more bashful than he should have been to be going to the kitchen. It was his favorite place in the house though and he only got to go in there every so often. He was just meant to make a small meal for the keeper he was staying with at the time. He strode his way into the open area and stopped in his tracks, noticing someone was already here.
Sanggyun was busy preparing a sandwich for the Keeper he'd been staying with, making sure everything was to his exact specifications. He was happy to get out of that room for the first time in a little over a week, even if it was just to get food. He snuck a few bites of food in, some cheese and lettuce, pulling out the er he always had in his mouth to eat those before putting it right back in.
@K-Yongguk Youngjae listened to the other smiling softly. Maybe he'd start to let the other baby him again. He really missed it a lot of the time, he had just never let Guk do it because he was afraid the older would start to resent him. Youngjaes nose wrinkled at the thought of spending his life away from yongguk beside him every second of every day. He was glad when yongguk said he didn't regret it because youngjae wouldn't ever want to change any part of his life, he loved it just the way it was. "Oh really?" He asked a little surprised at the news, although the power thing made a lot of sense. He took the older mans face in his hands, looking deep into his eyes. "Hyung I have neve blamed you for what happend. It was a freak accident. I don't want you to feel guilty, and I want you to baby me because you would even if I could walk normally, not because you feel bad." He leaned forward and. Pressed a soft kiss to his masters lips. "Everything about my life is perfect, I wouldn't change it for the world. I love you more everyday, and just when I think it's not possible for me to love you any more, you find some way to prove me wrong..."
@PS-Youngjae "I love babying you, because at times I do feel guilty for what I did. But never once have I regretted it. If I could take it back I wouldn't. Because hurting you made me realize I was in love with you, I made me fight all those master and keep. Who knows who would have bought you if I didn't realize. Who knows what kinda life you'd have. I know this one is not the best one but I really try hard for you. A lot of master prefer if their slaves are injured.. It gives them more power over the slave. Junhyung has 3 or 4 injured slaves.." Yongguk nodded softly smiling at the kiss on his cheek. "How could you still love me even though what I did?" Guk asked really wondering.
@K-Yongguk Youngjae was a little surprised that Yongguk was still being so honest and open with him but he loved it. He wanted the older to tell him everything that was on his mind. He decided to return the honesty, pulling away from the kiss to look at Yongguk. "I did think you were only pitying me. I used to like it when you did things for me or babied me, but after I got injured, and you started trying to do everything for me, I thought it was just because you felt bad... Really, I thought you worried because you were upset that you were stuck with me now that I was injured. I thought maybe you felt like you had to buy me, because really, who would want a crippled slave? Other than you, silly guk..." eh mumbled leaning close to kiss Yongguks cheek and pulling back again to continue. "But I have never hated you, infact, I've been in love with you longer than you have me." he smiled.
@PS-Youngjae Yongguk wrapped both of his arms around Youngjae's waist pressing him against Yongguk's chest. "I was scared, scared you didn't like me, scared you'd think I was only piting you, scared you secretly hated me for taking you.." He leaned up to touch his lips to Youngjae's. "I was scared of love, I can't control my body and the way it feels around you." He mumbled against Jae's lips softly on his bottom lip.
@K-Yongguk A new flood of tears streamed down Youngjae cheeks, but these ones were accompanied by a smile. He had never seen Yongguk seem so vonurable, the older had never been so honest with him before. He bit his lip as he smiled up at Yongguk. The older's words made his heart swell in his chest and butterflies filled his stomach. His breath hitched in his throat, he still could believe it was true, but there was no way Yongguk could make up something like that. He smacked the olders chest lightly. "Stupid, why didn't you tell me sooner?" He shifted until he was on his knees, now a little taller than yongguk and he leaned down to kiss the older male, tears of joy still running down his cheeks. He broke the kiss, pulling away slowly. "Of course you're not the only one..." he mumbled before reattaching their lips. "Idiots..." he mumbled against Yongguks lips refuring both to himself and the older male.
@PS-Youngjae It had taken Yongguk a little longer to fall in love with Jae then it had taken Jae to fall in love with him. "Since I was 10, after I hurt I felt like so I always stuck close to you, trying to take care of you. The closer I got the more I realized how amazing you are and how much I wanted you. I bought you when I was 19 because I couldn't bare the though of someone else having you, you where meant to be mine from the beginning. For years I fought masters off from buying, I total of 13 over the years. I know it was selfish, but I wanted you so bad. I didn't want anyone else to have you. You where this sweat, innocent little boy. I wanted to be the one to ruin your innocence, I wanted to be the one that kissed you every night and first thing in the morning. I wanted to be the one that took you every day and made you feel good. It had to be me." Yongguk spoke nothing but the truth and told everything he had been hiding over the years. "Please tell me I'm not the only one feeling this way, please tell me you love and I'm not an idiot for falling in love with you, please tell me you want me and need me as much as I want and need you.. Please." He whispered looking deep into Youngjae's eyes hoping the other was feeling the same.
@K-Yongguk Youngjae stared up into Yongguks eyes, searching for some flicker of amusement or anger, looking to see if Yongguk could possibly be lying to him. All he found in the olders eyes however, where the emotions that he had just spoken of. Youngjae couldn't believe what he was hearing. He opened his mouth to say something but no words came out so he closed it. His eyes were wide and his mouth fell open again. His brain stopped functioning. Did Yongguk really just say what he thought he said. "H-how long..?" were the only words that fell out of Youngjaes mouth, needing some sort of clarification before he told Yongguk he felt the same. He didn't want to hurt the man, he just couldn't believe it. he had been in love with Yongguk since he was 6 years old, and it only got stronger every day. If Yongguk was lying to him, but he opened up, he didn't think he could take the pain later of learning that it hadn't been true. He let out a shaky breath as he waited for Yongguks answer, wiping at his cheeks to remove the tears.
@PS-Youngjae Yongguk held on to the small man tightly, he listened to Youngjae's words. His heart sunk lower and lower when the young said he didn't want to be sold. How could he ever think Guk would sell him, he could never ever do that. "Baby," He whispered softly, after the other was done, "I could never hate you.. What don't you understand by you are my world? You are everything to me, with out you I am nothing." He cupped both of Youngjae's cheeks pulling him up to look into his eyes, "I love you." He whispered gently his eyes locked with Youngjae. There was no better time in the world then now to tell him how he really felt. He only prayed Jae would feel the same way.
@K-Yongguk Youngjae didn't look up when he heard Yongguk come into the bathroom, he just continued to sob quietly. The water stirred as Yongguk got into the tub and he let the older male pull him close. He grabbed fist fulls of Yongguks clothing, pressing his face into Guks neck and clinging to him tighly. "Im sorry, Hyung..." he sobbed. "So so sorry..." he just kept repeating the words softly. As he pressed his tear stained cheeks against Yongguks soft skin. "Please don't hate me... Don't sell me..." he pleaded. "I'm so sorry." It wasn't very often he cried in front of Yongguk or let the older see his fears. The last time something like this happened was probably about 5 years ago. Now he couldn't hold himself back, all of his insecurities showed through. "I'll do better hyung... Please, I'm so sorry..." The words that the older hadn't actually said played through his mind 'You're a waste' A loud sob escaped him as he clung to Yongguk. "So sorry..."
@PS-Youngjae Yongguk had slowly made his way back into the house, he placed the large plate of food on the table in the kitchen hoping Youngjae would find. He leaned against the counter thinking about what happened, he hasn't said Youngjae was a waist but his words kinds sounded like it. Youngjae was not a waste to him, Youngjae was perfect, amazing, sweet loving, perfectly perfect and all he ever wanted. So why had he been such a to him? He was mad at Minsoo not Youngjae. "Aish." Yongguk sighed quietly, he deiced he better go before Youngjae came and yell at him somemore. When he steeped out of the kitchen he noticed Youngjae's pile of clothes, he stepped over there to pick them up quickly before Youngjae saw him. He threw them into the dirty clothes pile and grabbed him a pair of clean boxers, when he sat the boxers on the ground he heard soft sniffles and the sound of crying. His eye widen and his heart dropped when he peeking is seeing Youngjae, he knew he was the reason for those tears. He didn't even both taking off his pants he just walked over to the tub climbing in, he didn't care if Youngjae hit him, or yelled at him he just wanted to hold him. He sat down pulling Jae into his lap, hugging him tight against Yongguk body, "Baby, I'm so sorry, Please don't cry, I didn't mean to yell at you, I was so mad at Minsoo, I didn't mean to hurt you. You are my world, I just wanted to protect you, when you left the house I couldn't do that, I was scared to think of what he could have done to you, Youngjae I'm so sorry." Yongguk rambled on rocking him softly.
@K-Yongguk Youngjae was glad that yongguk didn't follow him, it meant he would have a chance to cool down before the man came back. He focused on steading his breathing as he limped through the yard and back into the house, already cooling down considerably. Once inside, he decided to take a bath. The water, no matter what kind, seemed to be his safe place, as Lon as he could float in it and do some thinking. He loved when they had moved into this place because the tub was practically big enough for him to swim in. He dropped his clothes in a messy pile outside the door and hobbled into the bathroom, getting into the tub. He the water and adjusted the nozzles until the tempature felt good, then he just sat there thinking, as the tub filled. Mostly he hated himself right now. Yongguk had come to protect him, and the male was obviously mad it Minsoo but youngjae had spoken up and gotten yelled at. He never took it very well when someone yelled at him. And then a words flashed through his brain. His mind twisted the words around to make them seem much worse than what yongguk had really said. "You're such a waste." His brain told him in Yongguk deep voice that he loved so much. These words cut deep and his brain kept repeating them to him over and over until he was certian that those were the words yongguk had really said to him. He stopped the water wen it had only filled half of the tub, not bothering to let it get full enough to comfort him. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he pulled his knees close to his chest rocking from side to side slightly. Now he regretted leaving the bathroom door open. He didn't want yongguk to find him like this, perhaps it would make the male like him less he sobbed silently, face pressed into his knees as he rocked back and forth, body shaking.
@PS-Youngjae Yongguk wasn't even going to chase Youngjae, clearly the other way to angry to he didn't want to make him more made. The other man turned around looking in the ice box he made up a plate of food wonder if he should just take it back to his room and leave it there for Youngjae. Deciding that was the best idea the master started to walk back to his room making sure Youngjae was no where in sight.
@K-Yongguk Youngjae was already to angry to notice how hard yongguk was trying to apologize. Sleeping alone in his room a second night in a row was the last thing he wanted but he was just so pissed off, a deep breath wouldn't help him get it under control. On top of that, he was still hungry, because he had lost his sandwich, and feeling fairly flustered because minsoo had attacked all his sensitive spots, making him kind of hard before yongguk showed up. "Yeah, what ever..." He called over his shoulder as he left the house and limped out into the grass, through the yard.
@PS-Youngjae Yongguk stopped himself from yelling back something angry, "No you are not a waste." He slowly down his breathing trying to hold himself together. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say those things, I was angry that Minsoo touched you." He closed his eyes trying really hard to keep it together, he didn't want to spend another with Youngjae mad at him and sleeping in his own room.
@K-Yongguk "Oh, so now I'm a waste?!" He asked raising his eyebrows, those words hurt him, to hear it come out if yongguks mouth, but also to repeat it was painful, but he wouldn't let it ruin his stubborn pride. He got even angrier when yongguk pointed at the mark on his neck. "I didn't put it there, he did!" Youngjae yelled, reaching out to hit minsoo as the male scooted by him. "But fine, you don't wanna touch me, don't ing touch me!" He screamed before limping towards the door, heading home. "See if I give a !"
Minsoo really couldn't believe what was happening, Yongguk was so focused on Youngjae he wasn't even paying attention to him anymore. So he didn't say anything else, just winked once at Youngjae before walking out of the room and running for the stairs.
"Did you look in the pantry? Huh? I brought home your favorite bread because I knew we hadn't gone shopping! And don't you dear raise you voice at me Yoo Youngjae." Yongguk's eyes darkened turning to Youngjae. Yongguk hated when they found but he could never stop himself for getting so angry. "Why do I eve waist my money on you if you don't bother with what I buy you. You came out here and got your self touched. I'm not touching you until that mark is gone." Yongguk pointed toward his neck.